06-12-2017, 06:45 AM
Day 20
Im starting to get deeper attraction now.
IDGAF is at an high as of now and all areas in my life are unlocking. Had some resistance and fears today, including shut off at work. Similar to pre-AM and deep healing when on AM6. having many things getting clearer now and am growing stronger in 0 bs tolerance. Very outspoken, my voice is loud and commanding. When I speak on full volume like last time with friends, one was somewhat trying to impose some shit on me, I called him out, without thinking and he turned full on puppy submissive apologizing.
The gf of one of them, a brazillian short haired self entitled little shit, was disrespectfull to me. She turned out to be horny yet shittested me like crazy and pulling all kind of stunts. I went full onto her ass and snapped back at her. The kind of self entitled princess cunt behaviour who thinks she can do whatever she wants and is plainly offensive, nasty, negative spoily brat. 0 space for her and cutting her out. If she might be in my life Ill cut that shit short, even if it means RIP her hamster. Feminist brat. The aura did affect her as she was grinding her bf who said outloud that her pussy was wet
Im about to cut negative people out of my life. My vision is clear. Drive is up and about. Limitations are dissolving. Had 11 loops yesterday as I fell asleep around 3 AM and had the idea that my phone didnt support the hybrid. Result; blissed out, autopilot day, shits got done, enormous inspiration fliw, headaches and rapid healing. It came with a headache and a price and feel vety worn out now.
Getting looks everywhere. N who is a 8, dimples, nice smile. Seemed to subconsciously respond to me. Face stroking, bent over, dying to introduce herself, feet dangling, looking in her shirt.
Shift about attraction now and understanding strongly, clicking about vibe. Autopilot all over again, aroused. Its beyond physical yet attracting 10's. Abundance. Still, physically im worn out and some stuff is what I am oblivious to still ( resistance?) Yet its akin to MDMA almost.
So much change is taking place. I cannot even behin to describe the overal changes now. Depressed yet extatic in certain ways and manners. My facial expressions show sex. My eyes project it. When M walked in today, of who I dreamed in the beginning of DMSI and visualized, sexual transmitting made sense of a sudden. Women love sex, give bjs, handjobs, even possibly 5 minutes before walking in, fuck and go far in sexuality. No reason to not embrace this.
Im starting to get deeper attraction now.
IDGAF is at an high as of now and all areas in my life are unlocking. Had some resistance and fears today, including shut off at work. Similar to pre-AM and deep healing when on AM6. having many things getting clearer now and am growing stronger in 0 bs tolerance. Very outspoken, my voice is loud and commanding. When I speak on full volume like last time with friends, one was somewhat trying to impose some shit on me, I called him out, without thinking and he turned full on puppy submissive apologizing.
The gf of one of them, a brazillian short haired self entitled little shit, was disrespectfull to me. She turned out to be horny yet shittested me like crazy and pulling all kind of stunts. I went full onto her ass and snapped back at her. The kind of self entitled princess cunt behaviour who thinks she can do whatever she wants and is plainly offensive, nasty, negative spoily brat. 0 space for her and cutting her out. If she might be in my life Ill cut that shit short, even if it means RIP her hamster. Feminist brat. The aura did affect her as she was grinding her bf who said outloud that her pussy was wet
Im about to cut negative people out of my life. My vision is clear. Drive is up and about. Limitations are dissolving. Had 11 loops yesterday as I fell asleep around 3 AM and had the idea that my phone didnt support the hybrid. Result; blissed out, autopilot day, shits got done, enormous inspiration fliw, headaches and rapid healing. It came with a headache and a price and feel vety worn out now.
Getting looks everywhere. N who is a 8, dimples, nice smile. Seemed to subconsciously respond to me. Face stroking, bent over, dying to introduce herself, feet dangling, looking in her shirt.
Shift about attraction now and understanding strongly, clicking about vibe. Autopilot all over again, aroused. Its beyond physical yet attracting 10's. Abundance. Still, physically im worn out and some stuff is what I am oblivious to still ( resistance?) Yet its akin to MDMA almost.
So much change is taking place. I cannot even behin to describe the overal changes now. Depressed yet extatic in certain ways and manners. My facial expressions show sex. My eyes project it. When M walked in today, of who I dreamed in the beginning of DMSI and visualized, sexual transmitting made sense of a sudden. Women love sex, give bjs, handjobs, even possibly 5 minutes before walking in, fuck and go far in sexuality. No reason to not embrace this.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
