Got back from the venue, less people then what I expected to be. I also get to understand how DMSI snipers in ways and wonder if the gf of a friend of mine got snipered. She went far to give all kinds of displays and I felt what I think is the aura, fire up. All giggly, drawing attention to her tits, her ass wiggling against me, drawing my gaze to her pussy, which in turn made me lock intensly on hers and the crotch area of her hotpant/extremely short shorts. Waving legs etc. The locking and zoning made me drowse of into autopilot and escalation mode. Her attitude is just incredibly fickle and a turn off.
Another blond got snipered while standing close to her. She grew uncomfortable and groomy with the moment in my vicinity. 20 sonething. Curvy. Adjusting herself, kept fumbling on her phone, displaying in sight, leaning in. Again, I charged up. She covered up her pussy/crotch with her arms. Bodylanguage spoke to me. Getting used to it is a thing. I also get how opening will grand me the easiness. Grow back into that habit. Itll serve me well.
Bartendster was nice aswell. Brown haired curly throwing glances. I feel with enough cleaning its getting brutally easy. Just the changes already make me feel drunk/high right now while being sober.
Friends are snarky becoming. Ine minute they involve me. Next moment ghosting. Also the evening was a mix of that. Attraction flirty and then turning a 180 ghosting. Other blond owner of the venue, older lady was flirty aswell and nade ec a couple of times, chatted her up and the such.
Again, my friends get pretty much snarky. Short jabs, comments while I was loud, bold, owning the place, IDGAF attitude like they tried to tone me down/shittest me. It was obvious. Im changing so rapidly, aswell as snipering gets more blatant and clear aswell as feeling more light. Im starting to get it, and damn, going out more will adjust me and help me massively.
Still feeling 'off' like weird, awareness expansion and limits dissolving leaving me unable to pinpoint.
Looking very good in the mirror. Sexy as fuck.
DMSI also turns my reality in that of 10's and I will know. They will drawn to me amyways, aware or not. 10's is where its at for now.
Tomorrow morning I will run 4 loops and hit the gym after. Taking care of myself/training is flawless and effortless and incorporated part of routine.
Another blond got snipered while standing close to her. She grew uncomfortable and groomy with the moment in my vicinity. 20 sonething. Curvy. Adjusting herself, kept fumbling on her phone, displaying in sight, leaning in. Again, I charged up. She covered up her pussy/crotch with her arms. Bodylanguage spoke to me. Getting used to it is a thing. I also get how opening will grand me the easiness. Grow back into that habit. Itll serve me well.
Bartendster was nice aswell. Brown haired curly throwing glances. I feel with enough cleaning its getting brutally easy. Just the changes already make me feel drunk/high right now while being sober.
Friends are snarky becoming. Ine minute they involve me. Next moment ghosting. Also the evening was a mix of that. Attraction flirty and then turning a 180 ghosting. Other blond owner of the venue, older lady was flirty aswell and nade ec a couple of times, chatted her up and the such.
Again, my friends get pretty much snarky. Short jabs, comments while I was loud, bold, owning the place, IDGAF attitude like they tried to tone me down/shittest me. It was obvious. Im changing so rapidly, aswell as snipering gets more blatant and clear aswell as feeling more light. Im starting to get it, and damn, going out more will adjust me and help me massively.
Still feeling 'off' like weird, awareness expansion and limits dissolving leaving me unable to pinpoint.
Looking very good in the mirror. Sexy as fuck.
DMSI also turns my reality in that of 10's and I will know. They will drawn to me amyways, aware or not. 10's is where its at for now.
Tomorrow morning I will run 4 loops and hit the gym after. Taking care of myself/training is flawless and effortless and incorporated part of routine.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
