Day 5 ~ 3 loops hybrid trickling stream.mp3
3 loops seem to be my sweet spot.
Went to.the gym, less driven feeling yet people insisted on me staying. Guy at the checkout was more chatty and buddy buddy. Some other guy who I see randomly was talking with 2 different women simultaneously ( DMSI manifestation? Blows my mind, somethings up with that )
Playing 2 loops yesterday adding up to 4 overal had me flustered today. It knocked me out when I went to bed earlier. Also some women online is way more open for some reason. Might be the aura transferring. Yesterday at the gym I created a instadate thing with the hit girl at the checkout. Cuz why not. Felt right to slip into that. Opened up more when that happened. Chatted a bit how she will drive her motorcycle, and made the remark I didnt sought that behind her. Made her dance and enthousiastic. Never saw her do that before. Curious looks overal. Also some women I re-encounter like popping up around me wherever I go like some sort of magnetism.
IDGAF attitude after 3 loops is stronger. I feel the heat coming from my hands and body. I seem to cycle rapidly internally. This morning I was pretty much inwardly focussed without me breaking out of it.
My drive for journalling is pretty low still. Im completely fine and neutral feeling like "okay, fine" after 3 loops.
3 loops seem to be my sweet spot.
Went to.the gym, less driven feeling yet people insisted on me staying. Guy at the checkout was more chatty and buddy buddy. Some other guy who I see randomly was talking with 2 different women simultaneously ( DMSI manifestation? Blows my mind, somethings up with that )
Playing 2 loops yesterday adding up to 4 overal had me flustered today. It knocked me out when I went to bed earlier. Also some women online is way more open for some reason. Might be the aura transferring. Yesterday at the gym I created a instadate thing with the hit girl at the checkout. Cuz why not. Felt right to slip into that. Opened up more when that happened. Chatted a bit how she will drive her motorcycle, and made the remark I didnt sought that behind her. Made her dance and enthousiastic. Never saw her do that before. Curious looks overal. Also some women I re-encounter like popping up around me wherever I go like some sort of magnetism.
IDGAF attitude after 3 loops is stronger. I feel the heat coming from my hands and body. I seem to cycle rapidly internally. This morning I was pretty much inwardly focussed without me breaking out of it.
My drive for journalling is pretty low still. Im completely fine and neutral feeling like "okay, fine" after 3 loops.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
