04-05-2017, 11:46 PM
I have a works night out, without the gf, coming up on Saturday. The lifeguard/receptionist will be there. There hasn't been any sexual tension between us, but I think that she wouldn't demonstrate it anyway. She's been an obvious target for any sniper activity - I am in her vicinity a lot - but I haven't seen her making any IOIs towards me. If anything, I am doing them towards her, which is annoying.
The Russian chick I thought was thawing out has gone completely silent on me.
The woman I thought that I may have used my tractor beam on is coming to work for me at the gym one evening per week. Turns out she just wanted a job.
Nothing new with the celeb client - we remain close, having fun, but no hint of anything more from her for the last few sessions. Taking her out for a run today, so we'll see if she's any different outside the gym environment.
Definitely no manifestations so far.
I'm having some trouble remaining positive in the absence of anything tangible to hang on to. I thought that in the early stages of 3.1 there might have been some tiredness/moodiness, but that has all passed so may have just been coincidence/psychosomatic. It looks like I am still stonewalling. I'm not sure what the fear is any more - I don't feel it in the same way as I did. Maybe that is DMSI at work and the fear will just switch off one day?
Monday will be the 32 day mark for 3.1 I think. Seriously considering giving B a week for the lack of anything else. I might switch to the Ocean track when doing hybrid - could that make the slightest difference?
The Russian chick I thought was thawing out has gone completely silent on me.
The woman I thought that I may have used my tractor beam on is coming to work for me at the gym one evening per week. Turns out she just wanted a job.
Nothing new with the celeb client - we remain close, having fun, but no hint of anything more from her for the last few sessions. Taking her out for a run today, so we'll see if she's any different outside the gym environment.
Definitely no manifestations so far.
I'm having some trouble remaining positive in the absence of anything tangible to hang on to. I thought that in the early stages of 3.1 there might have been some tiredness/moodiness, but that has all passed so may have just been coincidence/psychosomatic. It looks like I am still stonewalling. I'm not sure what the fear is any more - I don't feel it in the same way as I did. Maybe that is DMSI at work and the fear will just switch off one day?
Monday will be the 32 day mark for 3.1 I think. Seriously considering giving B a week for the lack of anything else. I might switch to the Ocean track when doing hybrid - could that make the slightest difference?
Fear Is The Mind-killer
