01-03-2017, 02:21 AM
(This post was last modified: 01-03-2017, 03:06 AM by AlphaScorpio.)
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These past couple of weeks I've been feeling absolutely terrible, verging on suicidal thoughts terrible.
So depressed feels like I'm going back years to when I was in my room with no job doing nothing. I don't know what this sub is doing but I feel almost no joy in life atm. I've been angry, sooo angry towards my family and myself. Never felt this bad even on AM5/6
EDIT - Noticed a few physical symptoms, Pain in my heart, like a dull grinding ache that comes and goes, had it for about 4 days, It's gone now. Feelings of rejection are some of my deepest issues and I think DMSI has triggered it. I literally flipped out when I felt it.
These past couple of weeks I've been feeling absolutely terrible, verging on suicidal thoughts terrible.
So depressed feels like I'm going back years to when I was in my room with no job doing nothing. I don't know what this sub is doing but I feel almost no joy in life atm. I've been angry, sooo angry towards my family and myself. Never felt this bad even on AM5/6
EDIT - Noticed a few physical symptoms, Pain in my heart, like a dull grinding ache that comes and goes, had it for about 4 days, It's gone now. Feelings of rejection are some of my deepest issues and I think DMSI has triggered it. I literally flipped out when I felt it.
