12-02-2016, 09:21 AM
Day 1 DMSI 3.01A
At my carpentry college the cute black chick I was talking about in previous journals was looking at me fairly frequently I noticed, she also approached me two or even three times during the day but I was busy doing my work so I didn't give her much back (it's probably fear that caused me to close my heart off) I did chat with her a bit but wasn't letting her in, She tried teasing me about me spending loads of time sharpening my tools and had one of the most girlish giggly expressions I have seen in a while... you know the ones that instantly make you feel alpha as phuck lol.
Also noticed the other lads in my class gather round me at one point as if I was a woodworking celebrity asking me questions haha, more random people talking to me, I'm clearly more approachable even though I don't feel it internally. I think 3.01A could be good, I need healing to trust and be honest about my flaws to other people, I always keep my vulnerabilities hidden.
More to come...
At my carpentry college the cute black chick I was talking about in previous journals was looking at me fairly frequently I noticed, she also approached me two or even three times during the day but I was busy doing my work so I didn't give her much back (it's probably fear that caused me to close my heart off) I did chat with her a bit but wasn't letting her in, She tried teasing me about me spending loads of time sharpening my tools and had one of the most girlish giggly expressions I have seen in a while... you know the ones that instantly make you feel alpha as phuck lol.
Also noticed the other lads in my class gather round me at one point as if I was a woodworking celebrity asking me questions haha, more random people talking to me, I'm clearly more approachable even though I don't feel it internally. I think 3.01A could be good, I need healing to trust and be honest about my flaws to other people, I always keep my vulnerabilities hidden.
More to come...
