Day 18
Went to my probation officer, who happens to be a beautiful tall indian women who looks like a model. Super attractive.
I see her every month and I've seen her for the last 8 or 9 months. Before I used to see her every 2 weeks.
I've noticed I'm more comfortable and at ease when talking to her now and that I don't have that butterfly in my stomach or anxiety feeling nearly as much as I used too. I used to always get that feeling in the waiting room to talk to her now I didn't even think about it at all or have any of those negative emotions.
Our conversation was more fluid and we spoke more then we usually do. I did more comfort game however I still didn't do comfort as much as I should have.
I shook her hand (palm down / up) as I left her office and I noticed she said "bye" again after we already said bye. Right as I was leaving the main entrance door as she was escorting me back she said "byeee" again.
That is minor and very subtle but never have I had that happen before.
My inner game is changing in a positive way.
I am going to buy her a christmas gift next month, on dec 7 when I see her next and tell her it's an early gift because I won't be seeing her until january again.
I'm thinking I get her a mug so she thinks of me everytime she drinks from that cup and it doesn't come across as too needy.
What do you guys think about gift suggestions?
She's a very feminine women and I notice I do best with these types now. They like my rugged masculine demeanor and facial hair / body language.
6 months from now when I see her for the potential last time I'm going to ask her out.
Went to my probation officer, who happens to be a beautiful tall indian women who looks like a model. Super attractive.
I see her every month and I've seen her for the last 8 or 9 months. Before I used to see her every 2 weeks.
I've noticed I'm more comfortable and at ease when talking to her now and that I don't have that butterfly in my stomach or anxiety feeling nearly as much as I used too. I used to always get that feeling in the waiting room to talk to her now I didn't even think about it at all or have any of those negative emotions.
Our conversation was more fluid and we spoke more then we usually do. I did more comfort game however I still didn't do comfort as much as I should have.
I shook her hand (palm down / up) as I left her office and I noticed she said "bye" again after we already said bye. Right as I was leaving the main entrance door as she was escorting me back she said "byeee" again.
That is minor and very subtle but never have I had that happen before.
My inner game is changing in a positive way.
I am going to buy her a christmas gift next month, on dec 7 when I see her next and tell her it's an early gift because I won't be seeing her until january again.
I'm thinking I get her a mug so she thinks of me everytime she drinks from that cup and it doesn't come across as too needy.
What do you guys think about gift suggestions?
She's a very feminine women and I notice I do best with these types now. They like my rugged masculine demeanor and facial hair / body language.
6 months from now when I see her for the potential last time I'm going to ask her out.
