03-30-2018, 03:28 PM
I was really busy at work and did not have time to post an update.
Version B. Tiredness was out of this world. I slept most of the day after the day of my last update. At the gym, I'm still getting death stares from the boyfriend of the woman who was attracted to me as described in my last post. A few women initiating conversations but never got to the sex part. Morphine drip so strong that I'm feeling like a drunkard.
Version A. The second day of A. women are more friendly, smiley, etc. 2 women at work initiated conversations, but again it felt flat and wasn't able to generate or maintain any momentum. At the gym, a lot of looks, some from really good looking women. But no approaches. Went to Walmart a couple of days ago and must have caught 3 or 4 women with DIHL. Kind a smirked to a few of them as I walked by and it seemed to have them snapped out of it. I walked by a customer service representative grinning from ear to ear. She was black with a gorgeous body with a really nice face. She returns the smile and asked if I needed any help. Responded in the negative and went on my way. Internally, I feel good, not overly worried about women or getting results. I'm not planning to try to make anything happen and my approach is to be myself and let the sub do its work.
Over that time period, I lost another pound, I'm estimating that I'm probably another 10 to 12 pound from my goal. At that rate, I'm looking another 2 to 3 months.
Version B. Tiredness was out of this world. I slept most of the day after the day of my last update. At the gym, I'm still getting death stares from the boyfriend of the woman who was attracted to me as described in my last post. A few women initiating conversations but never got to the sex part. Morphine drip so strong that I'm feeling like a drunkard.
Version A. The second day of A. women are more friendly, smiley, etc. 2 women at work initiated conversations, but again it felt flat and wasn't able to generate or maintain any momentum. At the gym, a lot of looks, some from really good looking women. But no approaches. Went to Walmart a couple of days ago and must have caught 3 or 4 women with DIHL. Kind a smirked to a few of them as I walked by and it seemed to have them snapped out of it. I walked by a customer service representative grinning from ear to ear. She was black with a gorgeous body with a really nice face. She returns the smile and asked if I needed any help. Responded in the negative and went on my way. Internally, I feel good, not overly worried about women or getting results. I'm not planning to try to make anything happen and my approach is to be myself and let the sub do its work.
Over that time period, I lost another pound, I'm estimating that I'm probably another 10 to 12 pound from my goal. At that rate, I'm looking another 2 to 3 months.
INTJ