03-17-2018, 06:28 AM
Its been awhile since Iast updated. Not much to report that would be much different that I've posted before. The tiredness seems to have its ebb and flows. At times the tiredness is such that i need to caffeine up. Otherwise, I would be non functional. At times, I can feel the aura powering up. I would describe the sensation as being slightly electrocuted with my face and hands going numb.
On a side note, I am much more motivated at work. Although, I am well remunerated, I want to do something different. I've taken the steps to learn about AI and machine learning as I see a lot of potential applications with this emerging technology. On the weight loss front, I managed to shed another pound. I've resigned myself to the fact that this will be a long and protracted battle. I don't mind as long as I'm making progress.
On the DMSI front, its been fairly quiet until a couple days ago. After a couple weeks of being ghosted, things a picking up steam. At work, I had a few emails from female co workers apologizing for stuff that i have no clue why they are apologizing for. The spotlight / celebrity effect is slowly emerging. Been reading the "The like switch" a book on the use of body language to attract people and increase your likeability factor. Without going into much detail, the author mentions that some people may have been sending foe instead of friend signals. I've taken a closer look at how I'm dealing with people and realized that unconsciously I may have been doing the same. I've implemented some of the author's recommendations at work while crossing paths with this stunning but otherwise stuck up co worker. Without me saying a word, she opened up with a beaming smile and small talk.
At the gym, last week an asian petite woman spent the night staring at me and following me like a puppy. Was working out yesterday and had 3 women staring at me. So far no approaches.
On a side note, I am much more motivated at work. Although, I am well remunerated, I want to do something different. I've taken the steps to learn about AI and machine learning as I see a lot of potential applications with this emerging technology. On the weight loss front, I managed to shed another pound. I've resigned myself to the fact that this will be a long and protracted battle. I don't mind as long as I'm making progress.
On the DMSI front, its been fairly quiet until a couple days ago. After a couple weeks of being ghosted, things a picking up steam. At work, I had a few emails from female co workers apologizing for stuff that i have no clue why they are apologizing for. The spotlight / celebrity effect is slowly emerging. Been reading the "The like switch" a book on the use of body language to attract people and increase your likeability factor. Without going into much detail, the author mentions that some people may have been sending foe instead of friend signals. I've taken a closer look at how I'm dealing with people and realized that unconsciously I may have been doing the same. I've implemented some of the author's recommendations at work while crossing paths with this stunning but otherwise stuck up co worker. Without me saying a word, she opened up with a beaming smile and small talk.
At the gym, last week an asian petite woman spent the night staring at me and following me like a puppy. Was working out yesterday and had 3 women staring at me. So far no approaches.
INTJ
