Just finished my two week stint on version A. The manure is hitting the fan at work and I feel like dead man walking. There was a general meeting and one of my colleagues at work got credited by the CEO for work that I was mainly involved with. What pisses me off is that he wasn't even involved in the project. Obviously, my boss is feeding the CEO wrong information. When this was announced, some of my colleagues looked in my direction in disbelief. I did not and could not say anything, but I was clearly seething with anger and rage. I left work early that day, dejected that something like that would happened to me. In my 20 years as a professional, I've never seen anything remotely close to this.
That night I went to the gym to let off some steam and as a result, beat my personal best on the bench press by 30 lbs. The rage that I had inside had some interesting effects on the DMSI side, as I noticed that every woman in the gym was staring at me at some point or another. Otherwise, not much to report in the last two weeks with the exception that Y commented on my physique. Saying that I've lost some weight and look more muscular. In reality over the last month, I've gained 5 pounds.
I think that I'm resisting version A for some reason as I feel I'm seeing less results that on version B. Just flipped to version B today and got a coffee at the mall. The woman who's serving me told another woman behind the counter that she needed a coffee for that "really nice gentleman". the other woman asked her "did he sing to you?". Made them laugh both with my response. It made their day and mine.
EDIT: Just came back from shopping in two different stores. Coming in the first store, I was enthusiastically greeted by the cashier. On my way out to pay, she give me a deep and longing gaze and come and do me look. At the second store, on my way out I stop by the lottery booth to buy tickets and the cashier was very talkative and apologized profusely for nothing. She went gaga and couldn't stop giggling when I answered her questions.
That night I went to the gym to let off some steam and as a result, beat my personal best on the bench press by 30 lbs. The rage that I had inside had some interesting effects on the DMSI side, as I noticed that every woman in the gym was staring at me at some point or another. Otherwise, not much to report in the last two weeks with the exception that Y commented on my physique. Saying that I've lost some weight and look more muscular. In reality over the last month, I've gained 5 pounds.
I think that I'm resisting version A for some reason as I feel I'm seeing less results that on version B. Just flipped to version B today and got a coffee at the mall. The woman who's serving me told another woman behind the counter that she needed a coffee for that "really nice gentleman". the other woman asked her "did he sing to you?". Made them laugh both with my response. It made their day and mine.
EDIT: Just came back from shopping in two different stores. Coming in the first store, I was enthusiastically greeted by the cashier. On my way out to pay, she give me a deep and longing gaze and come and do me look. At the second store, on my way out I stop by the lottery booth to buy tickets and the cashier was very talkative and apologized profusely for nothing. She went gaga and couldn't stop giggling when I answered her questions.
INTJ
