What I like from this sub is that I no longer feel needy and I don't have that social anxiety that I used to have in the past when talking to attractive women. Lately, I've gotten a few "death" stares from guys at the gym as well. I've engaged in conversations to diffuse the tension as it was getting really ridiculous as most of them were roughly half my age and I my opinion would not be playing in the same "sand box".
29/07/16
Went to renew my car license plates today and on the way out in the parking lot. I caught this blonde staring at me. She quickly looks away and stares back at me again. I lock eyes with her and someone in the parking lot yells at her as she walks into a parked car
30/07/16
Played too many US loops while sleeping as I accidentally put my 2 loops playlist on repeat. as a result I woke up totally wasted and did not do anything today but sleep.
31/07/16
It a long holiday weekend and the town is practically deserted as everyone headed to cottage country. I went for a walk and stopped by the grocery store. On my way back home. I stop at an intersection. In the right turning lane, this woman in her convertible stares at me for a very long time. My hands are full and I signal to her with my head that she should go on as other drivers behind her are impatiently waiting for her as there is no traffic from the opposite direction. She finally gets it and drives away. The light finally turns green and I cross the intersection. I am walking East towards the next intersection and the light is turning yellow. At this intersection, I see two woman in their early 20's in a black SUV heading North. Both the driver and passenger are staring at me. I stopped as they have right of way. But they are not moving. Again I motion with my head to indicate that they have a green and that they should go. But the driver just smiles at me. The cars behind her are honking at her. One driver behind her, rolls down his window and yells at me that I need to cross to get traffic moving. I keep my eyes on the SUV driver as I did not want to get run over and quickly cross the intersection.
31/07/16 and 01/08/16
Absolutely nothing today.
02/08/16
Back to work today. I am sitting alone in the lunch room having lunch, this Eastern European woman who got hired last year stops by and we're chatting. I notice that her hair styled has changed and that she looks really gorgeous. I wanted to tell her but decided against it as I was afraid that it would be wrongly interpreted. We have really strict harassment policies at work and its not worth the potential trouble that it may cause. I finished my lunch and headed towards the kitchen to put my dishes in the dishwasher. I see the black haired woman that was staring at me earlier in the month. I inquire about the origin of her family name as I wasn't sure about the ethnic background of the name. She tells me that its Italian. I look at her, and blurt out. "Yeah makes sense you have this Sophia Lauren ish look". We talk back and forth and the conversation is flowing easily and I feel absolutely no anxiety. Just like talking to a friend. That's when a male colleague jumps in and attempts to change the topic of the conversation. I try to re-engage the conversation on the topic we were discussing earlier but he keeps on interrupting and cock blocking me. I can see that she's clearly annoyed but had to head back to my desk and ended the conversation. Went to the gym after work and this woman is doing standing leg curls with her butt facing the mirror. From the reflection in the mirror, I am looking at her butt and notice that she turns her head toward the mirror and give me this big grin.
03/08/16
Went to the pharmacy to pick up a prescription for my son. As I am dealing with the clerk. The pharmacist, a slender early 40 ish brunette comes over and says hi. She did not have to come over as the prescription is a renewal. She's smiling and looking sheepishly to the ground. I decide to keep the conversation going and as it goes on, I notice that the lobe of her ears and chest are turning red.
04/08/16
Nothing today
05/08/16
Really weird reaction today. Was in the lineup at the grocery store tonight and ahead of me is this woman in her 40's. She talking to the cashier but keeps glancing at me every 5 second or so. I can tell by her demeanor that she's really uncomfortable. She's in a hurry to leave and she not even bothering to bag up her groceries. She just picks up everything in her arms and leaves.
29/07/16
Went to renew my car license plates today and on the way out in the parking lot. I caught this blonde staring at me. She quickly looks away and stares back at me again. I lock eyes with her and someone in the parking lot yells at her as she walks into a parked car
30/07/16
Played too many US loops while sleeping as I accidentally put my 2 loops playlist on repeat. as a result I woke up totally wasted and did not do anything today but sleep.
31/07/16
It a long holiday weekend and the town is practically deserted as everyone headed to cottage country. I went for a walk and stopped by the grocery store. On my way back home. I stop at an intersection. In the right turning lane, this woman in her convertible stares at me for a very long time. My hands are full and I signal to her with my head that she should go on as other drivers behind her are impatiently waiting for her as there is no traffic from the opposite direction. She finally gets it and drives away. The light finally turns green and I cross the intersection. I am walking East towards the next intersection and the light is turning yellow. At this intersection, I see two woman in their early 20's in a black SUV heading North. Both the driver and passenger are staring at me. I stopped as they have right of way. But they are not moving. Again I motion with my head to indicate that they have a green and that they should go. But the driver just smiles at me. The cars behind her are honking at her. One driver behind her, rolls down his window and yells at me that I need to cross to get traffic moving. I keep my eyes on the SUV driver as I did not want to get run over and quickly cross the intersection.
31/07/16 and 01/08/16
Absolutely nothing today.
02/08/16
Back to work today. I am sitting alone in the lunch room having lunch, this Eastern European woman who got hired last year stops by and we're chatting. I notice that her hair styled has changed and that she looks really gorgeous. I wanted to tell her but decided against it as I was afraid that it would be wrongly interpreted. We have really strict harassment policies at work and its not worth the potential trouble that it may cause. I finished my lunch and headed towards the kitchen to put my dishes in the dishwasher. I see the black haired woman that was staring at me earlier in the month. I inquire about the origin of her family name as I wasn't sure about the ethnic background of the name. She tells me that its Italian. I look at her, and blurt out. "Yeah makes sense you have this Sophia Lauren ish look". We talk back and forth and the conversation is flowing easily and I feel absolutely no anxiety. Just like talking to a friend. That's when a male colleague jumps in and attempts to change the topic of the conversation. I try to re-engage the conversation on the topic we were discussing earlier but he keeps on interrupting and cock blocking me. I can see that she's clearly annoyed but had to head back to my desk and ended the conversation. Went to the gym after work and this woman is doing standing leg curls with her butt facing the mirror. From the reflection in the mirror, I am looking at her butt and notice that she turns her head toward the mirror and give me this big grin.
03/08/16
Went to the pharmacy to pick up a prescription for my son. As I am dealing with the clerk. The pharmacist, a slender early 40 ish brunette comes over and says hi. She did not have to come over as the prescription is a renewal. She's smiling and looking sheepishly to the ground. I decide to keep the conversation going and as it goes on, I notice that the lobe of her ears and chest are turning red.
04/08/16
Nothing today
05/08/16
Really weird reaction today. Was in the lineup at the grocery store tonight and ahead of me is this woman in her 40's. She talking to the cashier but keeps glancing at me every 5 second or so. I can tell by her demeanor that she's really uncomfortable. She's in a hurry to leave and she not even bothering to bag up her groceries. She just picks up everything in her arms and leaves.
INTJ
