DMSI 1.0 - 3.3.2 Dying for MSI

[Snoop]

17/09/2016

Listen to my five loops while sleeping. Woke up this morning feeling really good. The best way to describe it is that I am in this constant euphoric, dreamy, sleepy, happy state. Furthermore, for the first time since starting v 2.4, I really feel horny to the point that it's becoming uncomfortable. I don't know if I am having a breakthrough, but this is an interesting development with this version.

Constant Dreamy state. I can relate to the 'constant dreamy, sleepy state' that you are experiencing yet, for myself, it wears off within two or three hours upon waking; plus, I have an additional 2-3 hours of sleep... Which means, sleeping earlier than before

I've been awake for 7 hours now and it's still present.

[Snoop]

19/09/2016

Second in command dropped by to chat this morning about non-work related stuff. No blatant IOI's. The only difference today is that she dropped by to chat in the morning, she always chat after work as she's leaving. At work, the sub is making me more productive. I am just getting things done quicker. Went to the gym after work and got some definite signs of attraction from one of the female trainer and the zumba teacher. They both have great bodies, but their faces are average.

The female trainer was more in your face type of attraction, verbally teasing me and kept checking me out when we were apart. The zumba teacher was much more subtle. I went for a drink at the water fountain. While I'm bent over drinking, I see a butt sticking in my face. I look up and it's the zumba teacher adjusting lighting levels in the studio. It usually doesn't take her that long to do that, but this time she was turning it up, turning it down lingering to make sure that I got a good view for the 30 seconds I was there. As soon as I was done, she was gone into the studio to start the class.

I kept looking at her, while she was dancing away. Physically, she's not a 10 but more like a 7. However, the way she move her hips when she dances really increases her attractiveness IMO. The class ended before I finished my workout and they left. About an hour later, I headed to the grocery store. Who do I see opposite me at the automated check out? The zumba teacher .

20/09/2016

I accidentally put my playlist on repeat and got more than the recommended exposure to the sub. I felt really tired today and needed loads of coffee to stay focused. I attended a workshop today and while we were split into smaller groups got some ridiculous stares from a female from another group. This is the same woman who sigh loud enough for me to comment on while I was in the kitchen at work about a week ago. At the gym, nothing out of ordinary, went to the mall afterwards. Sat on a bench and was reading messages on my phone. I suddenly felt an urge to look up. I did not want to as I was engrossed in what I was doing. I decided to do it anyway, and I saw at a distance one of the South Asian woman who work out at the gym.

21/09/2016

started the day by bemoaning the fact that I haven't been approached for over a month. Then, some ridiculous s**t happened later on while at the grocery store. As I'm heading towards the meat section, I spot this couple in their mid to late 20's at the deli counter. They were probably 20 to 30 ft from me. She's slightly overweight, but has long brown hair and really nice facial features. At the meat section, I go through the meat packages. As I am putting one down, one woman come and stands besides me practically rubbing shoulders with me obviously in my personal space. She picks up the package, looks at it and puts it down. She reaches over in front of me and grabs another one. As she's putting it down, I look over to see who it is. Who do I see? It's the woman from the deli section!. I'm thinking WTF? She immediately says in a sultry voice. "How are you doing?". I was totally caught by surprise and as a result could not get a word out of my mouth. I look over at the deli section to see where her boyfriend / husband is and he's still talking to the clerk. Concerned that he would see me with her, I mumble something to wrap up the conversation and walked out. Later on, thinking about what happened, I'm beating myself for a missed opportunity to sharpen my skills. I'm not sure that would have been worth it though, with the potential problems that it could have caused with her significant other.

22/09/2016

Not much to report today apart that I caught a teenager looking at my crotch while walking in her direction.

[Snoop]

Some ridiculous stuff happening again.  Dropped my son to school last Friday.  His usual educational assistant was sick and I was greeted by a retired substitute.  She was all over me.  I lost count on how many times she poked and touch me while talking to me.   Unfortunately,  I had to pick my son from school as well and was subject to the same treatment at pick up time.  I've never tought that the aura would have such an effect on people much older than I am.  

Not much happened on Saturday.  Today, I woke up and felt down.  Went to the park this afternoon with my son.  We usually go through a network of trails linking the parks.  These can stretch for 10 to 20 km.  We started at one park and made our way to another.  We sat a picnic table and to our left there was another group sitting at another picnic table approximately 30 ft from us. A woman in that group in her mid to late thirties is wearing a fleece and yoga pants. She gets up and walks by our table, not once but three times. She returns to her table. About a minute later, I look at her table and I realize she's staring at me. It's 13 Celsius outside and she suddenly unzips and spreads her fleece to reveal her black sports bra and plenty of flesh. That's when it dawn on me that she probably flashed me. First time anything like this has happened to me.

[Snoop]

Went to the dentist for a cleaning tonigh. I was greeted by this really cute Asian dental hygenist. She was really chatty in the beginning but the conversation died down when she got down to business and inserted the suction pipe in my mouth. Nothing out of the ordinary except that her breathing got heavier as time went by to the point that I could clearly hear her breathing as she was hunched over me. She accidentally brushed her breast in my face for which she apologized for.

[Shannon]

Accidentally... not sure I believe that.

[Snoop]

Accidentally... not sure I believe that.

I thought as much myself. Since she apologized, I will give her the benefit of the doubt

[RTBoss]

Ha. I'da been like, "Don't be sorry. I AM a guy, ya know." Not too forward, and gives her an opening to escalate it herself.

[4Kingdoms]

Ha. I'da been like, "Don't be sorry. I AM a guy, ya know." Not too forward, and gives her an opening to escalate it herself.

Unfortunately, his mouth was full of dental cleaning tools...

[Benjamin]

Also unfortunately her mouth wasn't full of anything...

[Snoop]

Not much has happened since the last time I posted. I haven't noticed baseline IOI's either. I starting to notice that a lot of the sub's effect are dependent on the way I feel. Lately, I've been down in a funk in the gutter so to speak. At work, I have been told to train the engineers on the use of specialized software that I only being able to use. It's a beast to learn and I'm not sure they gonna get it as there is a lot of programming involved to get it to work to meet the organization's business needs. I feel being taken advantaged of and that is pissing me off :@. On top of this, there is a lot of movement at work and people are getting fired left and right adding to the anxiety that I feel about my future at this place. They are not even bothering to announce departures anymore as they are buried in the HR intranet site. I find out about firings when I look for staff and I'm being told by someone that this person is no longer employed. Sorry for the rant. I just needed to get it off my chest.

[Shannon]

It's natural that if you perceive sufficient injustice and threat from something in a different direction, that you might find yourself distracted from DMSI.

[Snoop]

Walking through the mall this afternoon, I saw this overweight woman looking at me shaking her head side to side as if to say no. I had a similar reaction about a month and half ago with another woman. Did not talk to either but it seems strange t o me to see this kind of body language from someone who I did not talk to at all. I wasn't interested in either of them. Anyone has any insight?

[Shannon]

Walking through the mall this afternoon, I saw this overweight woman looking at me shaking her head side to side as if to say no. I had a similar reaction about a month and half ago with another woman. Did not talk to either but it seems strange t o me to see this kind of body language from someone who I did not talk to at all. I wasn't interested in either of them. Anyone has any insight?

Significantly overweight and obese women always come in one of three types.

You have your Type 1's, Type 2's and Type 3's.

Type 1's are emotional thinkers and their personality is so sensitive and emotional that they have no real rational thinking ability when it comes to eating, and frequently other things as well. They're the ones who eat to feel better, but by eating they become obese, and then people judge them, which they respond to by... eating to make themselves feel better! Talk about rational. They're also extremely sensitive psychically, and they can sense the presence of a person and "read" it without ever having to read their body language. They are, in other words, very sensitively empathic.

Type 1's are the type we're interested in here.

What you encountered was most likely a Type 1, who was sensing what your aura was telling her, and responding by telling you, "No, I'm not comfortable doing that."

[Snoop]

Walking through the mall this afternoon, I saw this overweight woman looking at me shaking her head side to side as if to say no. I had a similar reaction about a month and half ago with another woman. Did not talk to either but it seems strange t o me to see this kind of body language from someone who I did not talk to at all. I wasn't interested in either of them. Anyone has any insight?

Significantly overweight and obese women always come in one of three types.

You have your Type 1's, Type 2's and Type 3's.

Type 1's are emotional thinkers and their personality is so sensitive and emotional that they have no real rational thinking ability when it comes to eating, and frequently other things as well. They're the ones who eat to feel better, but by eating they become obese, and then people judge them, which they respond to by... eating to make themselves feel better! Talk about rational. They're also extremely sensitive psychically, and they can sense the presence of a person and "read" it without ever having to read their body language. They are, in other words, very sensitively empathic.

Type 1's are the type we're interested in here.

What you encountered was most likely a Type 1, who was sensing what your aura was telling her, and responding by telling you, "No, I'm not comfortable doing that."

Makes sense. Thank you for your insight Shannon.