03-25-2017, 03:23 AM
(03-25-2017, 02:25 AM)Kol Wrote: Thanks bro. Thats whats liberating. Valueing myself and free from societal bs and norms, instead of validation seeking and being a permission boy/lapdog.
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Day 5
Worldview is challenged forcefully. Its like a forcefull shift is in the process of being accomplished. I have some fleeting sense of my AM6 programming aswell.
It feels like my (energetic ) body is in a state of tension, panic and anxiety. My food intake has shifted to healthy and my body rejects whats not healthy ( simple processed carbs for example bread like substances )
Im even scared to re-engage with my girl like its triggering me in some panic attack kind of state and I possibly transmit this outward as off now. I also smell neediness which is disgusting. My beliefs are challenged as of now and im pretty down on myself as I write this. Non social wanting to hide and disengage.
are you on DMSI 3.1 right now?