04-10-2023, 09:20 AM
(04-10-2023, 09:00 AM)Conqueror Wrote: I was wanting to wait until later today to create this thread but felt the need to do it now since I feel like there are a lot of things happening under the surface... and by surface, I mean resistance.
From reading everyone else's journals on X4A-1000, I've seen a few that talk about fears/ subconscious resistance that's holding them back from executing. As for me, I'm definitely getting some resistance. Ever since starting, I developed some sort of sickness (think flu, cold, etc) and I usually never get respiratory issues. However, based on reading the comprehensive 23 types of subconscious resistance Shannon made, I believe my mind is "Inducing Self Sickness." I feel pretty confident about this since I had similar issues with UMS except it was with my stomach. With that being said, I believe that this may actually be a good thing since it shows that my mind can't stop the sub from doing its thing.
Been playing 4 loops for 3 days and planning on taking a rest tonight as instructed by Shannon. Listened to Ultrasonic the first 2 nights and hybrid last night. Apparently, ever since listening to the sub, I've also been more tired and feel as if my mind is trying to find ways for me to stop listening to the sub. For example, last night when listening to hybrid, I listened to it with 9 clicks on my iphone with ear buds. After an hour and half asleep, I got a bad headache and felt my head spinning. Lowered down notches to 7. Slept better the rest of the night. Don't know if this is resistance or not.
As for results, there aren't many obvious ones. On days 1 & 2, I received slightly more looks than I was used to but I wasn't out of my house for much on those two days. As for today, I have been blown away by how many more attractive girls I am seeing. I'm in college right now so I'm used to being around a lot of people but today as I was walking to class, there had to be 5x as many attractive girls as I was used to seeing. Don't know if this is X4A-1000 or not but... wow.
Have gotten some looks from girls but not anything truly noteworthy. I consider myself a good looking guy (based on what others have said, not just me lol) so I get looks here and there naturally. However, for the girls I find really attractive, I haven't gotten any noticeable reactions yet.
Planning on increasing loops next cycle unless @Shannon may suggest otherwise. My theory is the more loops I play, the less my mind can resist, thus allowing me to get results. Once I get my aura fully firing, I believe its only a matter of time until I something happens...
I suggest you stick with Ultrasonic and give yourself more time to acclimate to the current number of loops. If you're going to increase, do so ONCE per usage cycle, and ONE loop up at a time.
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!