Cleaning off the mental BS-- EPRAH

[Leo1990]

I think tonight is day 10...


Regardless...

things I should mention that I have stopped doing or slowed down on (habits):

-Nail biting
-Masturbation (used to be every-day now maybe after a couple days when the Testosterone is the highest).

No weird dreams that I can remember... Although I think I have had 1 or 2.


I have been thinking about what to do in the future after this. I think the 20th of December is when it will be 32 days. Maybe 22 just in-case... or maybe just until new years!

I wanted to run AM6 (after I buy) for 64 days a session/block. That would take me to 2016, and would probably be the biggest commitment (time wise) I would have made thus far. To-be-honest, every new years day has been filled with resolutions- this and that. Ones that I have never made good on. I want to be effective. I want to change and to stick it to myself.

I feel like a change is happening, and I want maximum effects.


I have already proceeded to pick out a wishlist after AM6- but the fact is, it should take me over a year and some new products might be out by then.


Just a quick realization...

Stage 1 to becoming a MAN/Alpha Male: Move out of occupied house.

I need my own space. My own Lions Den.

[Shannon]

Might I point out to you that you cannot walk out of a store with a microwave you didn't pay for, take it home, and then claim you didn't steal it because "I haven't used it yet".

Downloading a copy of the program without paying for it constitutes piracy, and guess what triggers AP code? So I suggest you pay for it before you attempt to use it, or anything else we offer that is not free. Otherwise, you're going to find out why I suggest that it's better to pay for it than not. If my AP code was going to let people just walk all over me, I wouldn't have bothered.

As for using the program for 64 days per stage - read and follow the directions.

I heard that Shannon wired the anti piracy code in so those who use it after stage 6. Everything you gained from it vanishes if you didn't pay for it so becareful.

Now wouldn't that be foolish. It would give me a bad reputation to do something like that. But I will say again... you would rather pay for it than activate the AP code.

[Leo1990]

As much as I do like you posting on my thread Shannon... I think we are all getting carried away. I will be more specific,

I downloaded the files. I didn't use them, and I happened to come across a thread on the AP code. Good for me I didn't start AM6. I decided to do a trial run of EPRAH to see if your content is genuine and helps me. In which case I will buy AM6.

Thats all I meant to say. I do not have the AP code in my head lol.:angel:


Tonight is going to be day 13...

I have reduced my nail biting considerably.
I have reduced my masturbation frequency considerably (mind you it comes with its downsides- I need to find a new way to expel this masculine energy)
I have noticed I am less "in my head" recently (actually today I noticed this).

I am continuing up to day 32- or new years day (46 days). I want to start AM6. Im curious if I should fix some things in my life first or just go ahead with the course. (I will pay for it).


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Another member mentioned the 32-64 days per stage. Thats where I got it from. Im guessing you cannot do it for 64 then?

[Leo1990]

So I think tonight will be day 23.

I cant say much. I have had 2 weird dreams so far. One about spiders... gross.

Short story: Two spiders fighting and the smaller one wins by stabbing the other with poisonous leg-fangs (which i believe do-not exist), and then I had the point of view of the spiders perspective. In which I mean I could see every spec of dust, hair, dust-mites etc. really grossed out- since I am a bit of a clean freak.

Anyway. I do feel positive changes.

But I want to express for me EPRAH does 50% of the effort and you need to do the other 50%.

I have been off and on with nail-biting and masturbation.

Watched this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wSF82AwSDiU

Which is one of my top-top goals. Its just so hard to stop, you know?

Also looking forward to buying AM6 in 1.5 weeks. I want to own this completely.


Im ready to be a man and stop being a boy.


Thanks for reading!


-Leo

[Leo1990]

There were some things I wanted to add.

Today was a bit of a downer for me. I realize that I am so unhappy because I value women so much. I want to make a true commitment to myself to really stop doing to Rosie Palmer. Especially to porn. It's such a hard thing to overcome too.

I want to do am6 soon. I am tired of the ruts I have created for myself. The women pedestals, the depression, anxiety etc.

I want to get my life on track, go to the place I want to, train to become the person I want to be... Then I can focus on women.

Yet part of me doesn't know what that means. One night stands seem good... But yet I want to not be good, but great. When I pay that 500$ honestly becoming the prize, obliterating my neediness would of been worth the price. Everything else else is icing on the cake.

[Post in violation of rule 4]. I remember reading so much about how I can truely lead and it's in my nature. I am a leader, I am an alpha male.

Time to shovel some s*** off my mind.



I want to add more. But for now im on my lunch break.

[blue42]

"How many of you believe in astrology? My birtday is July 29. I remember reading so much about how I can truely lead and it's in my nature. I am a leader, I am an alpha male. "

The "fact" of the matter is so many women and men believe in this stuff that you can use it as a tool. I believe the dominate man/men in a relationship control the meaning, or at least they try to. Fucking sith lords.

[Leo1990]

Day 27 dream.

I had some crazy dream/s last night. I never seem to remember the details though. I had a heated argument with my mother. Alot of different things I had said. Not necessarily and argument at her, but why I felt in a terrible mood yesterday.

I was angry that I had been asked to do ticketing for equipment when I work in IT. I'm not a fan of customer service and choose to do something more analytical (IT). Also I felt angry at my step-father for what I think im my point of view, broke up my family, or helped do it.

I think my sister has a better relationship with my step-father than her biological one which I think is fked up.

Lets just say that I felt like blaming people, yet I didnt feel like the victim.

I noticed a trend:

First you listen to the subliminals that are supposed to uncover emotional trauma.

Then you may start acting out these emotions in your day-to-day interactions. At the peak of this day you feel the most of these emotions... grief, guilt, anger etc.

Then you have a dream. Whatever it might be- releases tension. You may have multiples of these.


Dream: My family and I went to an expensive restaurant. We were getting having fun until I said something. (I don't know what) After that everyone treated me differently. A look of rejection is something that I remember clearly. Regret and remorse.

The type of dream that when you wake up- your glad it wasn't real.

[I am a self helper]

Day 27 dream.

I had some crazy dream/s last night. I never seem to remember the details though. I had a heated argument with my mother. Alot of different things I had said. Not necessarily and argument at her, but why I felt in a terrible mood yesterday.

I was angry that I had been asked to do ticketing for equipment when I work in IT. I'm not a fan of customer service and choose to do something more analytical (IT). Also I felt angry at my step-father for what I think im my point of view, broke up my family, or helped do it.

I think my sister has a better relationship with my step-father than her biological one which I think is fked up.

Lets just say that I felt like blaming people, yet I didnt feel like the victim.

I noticed a trend:

First you listen to the subliminals that are supposed to uncover emotional trauma.

Then you may start acting out these emotions in your day-to-day interactions. At the peak of this day you feel the most of these emotions... grief, guilt, anger etc.

Then you have a dream. Whatever it might be- releases tension. You may have multiples of these.


Dream: My family and I went to an expensive restaurant. We were getting having fun until I said something. (I don't know what) After that everyone treated me differently. A look of rejection is something that I remember clearly. Regret and remorse.

The type of dream that when you wake up- your glad it wasn't real.

I am really enjoying your post. I am running EPHRA as well. Keep it and Thank you

[Leo1990]

I appreciate the reply I am a self helper, I wasnt getting much feedback as other people. Thats cool with me. Its out their for people to read.

I want to say that I have a good amount of experiance with dreams. Just experiancing them that is- with these subs.

Its nice to know that someone has made it their lifes work helping other people with subliminals.


I do feel better now than when I did. Honestly I think dreams are the way to burn off those tension parts in your life.

You may never be able to escape them, but you sure can remove their negative energy.

[Geodude]

"Then you may start acting out these emotions in your day-to-day interactions. At the peak of this day you feel the most of these emotions... grief, guilt, anger etc.

Then you have a dream. Whatever it might be- releases tension. You may have multiples of these."

Hmmmm...
I've been feeling really misanthropic and angry lately. (I'm running EPRHA). I've had some crazy dreams almost every night, usually with a discernible theme.

[Leo1990]

any time I start listening to EPRAH at work i get tired.


I kinda have been thinking about running it past new years or the 32 days.

[Geodude]

The recommended minimum of time is 3 months. After seeing what's it done for me so far, I'm going to probably do 6 months.

[I am a self helper]

The recommended minimum of time is 3 months. After seeing what's it done for me so far, I'm going to probably do 6 months.

I agree with Goedude, 6 months. We have years of BS to undo, it will take more than 32 days.

[JackOfHearts]

There were some things I wanted to add.

Today was a bit of a downer for me. I realize that I am so unhappy because I value women so much. I want to make a true commitment to myself to really stop doing to Rosie Palmer. Especially to porn. It's such a hard thing to overcome too.

I want to do am6 soon. I am tired of the ruts I have created for myself. The women pedestals, the depression, anxiety etc.

I want to get my life on track, go to the place I want to, train to become the person I want to be... Then I can focus on women.

Yet part of me doesn't know what that means. One night stands seem good... But yet I want to not be good, but great. When I pay that 500$ honestly becoming the prize, obliterating my neediness would of been worth the price. Everything else else is icing on the cake.

[Post in violation of rule 4] I remember reading so much about how I can truely lead and it's in my nature. I am a leader, I am an alpha male.

Time to shovel some s*** off my mind.



I want to add more. But for now im on my lunch break.

[Post in violation of rule 4]