Cleaning off the mental BS-- EPRAH

[JackOfHearts]

There were some things I wanted to add.

Today was a bit of a downer for me. I realize that I am so unhappy because I value women so much. I want to make a true commitment to myself to really stop doing to Rosie Palmer. Especially to porn. It's such a hard thing to overcome too.

I want to do am6 soon. I am tired of the ruts I have created for myself. The women pedestals, the depression, anxiety etc.

I want to get my life on track, go to the place I want to, train to become the person I want to be... Then I can focus on women.

Yet part of me doesn't know what that means. One night stands seem good... But yet I want to not be good, but great. When I pay that 500$ honestly becoming the prize, obliterating my neediness would of been worth the price. Everything else else is icing on the cake.

[Post in violation of rule 4] I remember reading so much about how I can truely lead and it's in my nature. I am a leader, I am an alpha male.

Time to shovel some s*** off my mind.



I want to add more. But for now im on my lunch break.

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