02-04-2011, 02:37 PM
I went to bed wondering what my new job will be. I dreamt that I went to another country. The country was Nepal, in my dream, even though it couldn't possibly resemble anything like the real-life Nepal. But I got a job and it was a lot of fun and the job didn't seem like work at all. Mostly, I just stayed on some embankment watching an avalanche go by as me and a few other people goofed around. And when I was done with "work", I drove around looking at the stunning scenery.
I think this dream tied in with my desire to leave the country. Perhaps my perfect job is in another country. Anyway, the depression of not having a stable job is replaced with an "I will get a job" attitude.
I'm also getting angry thoughts, lately, like how unfair it is for me to not have a job. I just noticed these really coming up in the past two days, even though I've had these angry thoughts before. So, I'm not sure if that's something to do with the subs, or not.
I think this dream tied in with my desire to leave the country. Perhaps my perfect job is in another country. Anyway, the depression of not having a stable job is replaced with an "I will get a job" attitude.
I'm also getting angry thoughts, lately, like how unfair it is for me to not have a job. I just noticed these really coming up in the past two days, even though I've had these angry thoughts before. So, I'm not sure if that's something to do with the subs, or not.
