Clamshell's weekly journal

[Shannon]

I have been using them for years and I have some amazing stories to tell - some so amazing nobody would believe them.

That's too bad. I, for one, would love to hear them.

Your sincerity in the effectiveness of your products really inspire me to keep going.

Anyway, I'm contemplating on getting some stereo equipment, maybe even a new mp3 player as well, so that I can "listen" to the subs a lot more than I'm able to at this time. I want to see major results in a month's time...but I'll continue for as long as it takes to ensure I get good results. After all, I like sleeping when they are on. And the erotic things I think of when I'm just laying in bed while they're on are fun, as well.

I would not dare put my name on them if they didn't work. Andrew would not be my business partner if they hadn't proven themselves to him, too. I didn't start this business to make money; I started it to be able to make a living helping people improve their lives.

One story I can tell you is how I created the first attraction subliminal based on about 17 years of research into how magick works. I had been doing various experiments with making things happen and realized that in the end, it wasn't some mysterious thing, it was simply the active manipulation of energy coupled with programming the subconscious mind to direct that energy. So, I theorized, if I created a subliminal that was properly worded, I should be able to trigger the same results, except it would be passive. It takes me about two weeks to achieve my goals using active techniques; I figured it would take 4 weeks to do it passively.

The first title I made, as an experiment, was "Attract Your Perfect Lover". I figured it would be hard to miss that and what a reward if it worked!

It took 4 months - not 4 weeks; but it worked. I ended up attracting a woman I never would have guessed would be my perfect lover. I had been dating a natural redhead up to that point, and have always had a "thing" for pale skin freckles and natural red or platinum blonde hair. Enter this new girl - we'll call her "B". She was black Jamaican!

Now I have nothing against black people or Jamaicans, but I typically go for a very specific look and personality, and most black women I have met don't have both. B didn't have the look, but she was an exotic and hauntingly beautiful girl which intrigued me because working as a photographer, I have grown jaded and bored with cookie cutter "beauty". Exotic women catch my eye a lot more easily. B was nothing short of Playboy material and she modeled for me for quite a few sessions. Well, without making this too long a story, we became quickly embroiled in the most powerful, erotic, sexual, lust-filled relationship I have ever had, and probably ever will have. But it wasn't all sex - it was also the most major romance I have had so far also. And when I say I attracted my "perfect lover" - it is impossible for me to describe how good the sex was. Literally, if you have not had your perfect lover, you just cannot understand this. Think orgasms so good they caused out of body experiences and physical paralysis. Frequently. Literally.

On top of that, she was the first and only woman I have ever met who could keep up with me sexually. No matter how much I wanted it, she was there with me. And unlike some of my past lovers, she was no dead fish - she could beat me to the finish line a few times over in a race, if you get my drift - and keep going for hours. There were days we spent literally every waking hour indulging in our sexual desires. There were also days when she never got to work because she was having too much fun! lol

Anyway, this story also has a down side. I made the mistake of focusing entirely on sex with the subliminal, so we understood each other and matched each other's needs and desires perfectly in the area of sex, but we were not very compatible otherwise. We couldn't communicate half the time to save our lives when it came to spoken words, and it took me years to get her to be honest, faithful and sober. (I'm not entirely sure I ever got her to really be faithful.) None of these negatives made me happy of course. When I finally got her there, we had had so many problems that we had to split up, and she ended up marrying someone else. It took her marrying him to get me to stop trying to make it work, though - she was most definitely some sort of soul mate for me.

But it didn't stop with her. When I attracted her into my life, she was not the only one who showed up. I also attracted two other women, who all wanted to be with me badly enough that they were willing to share. It didn't take long for me to conclude that more than one woman at a time is too much hassle, but for a while there I had three girlfriends at once, all of whom knew each other in person, all of whom knew they were dating me, all of whom were sleeping with me knowing the others were also, and two of whom were submissive. Literally, my wish was their command. It was amazing to take a shower with two beautiful women and have them wash me and then fall asleep with one on each of my shoulders.

But again, not all positive. There is no way that three women are going to get along together under those circumstances for long unless the man has resources I did not have. I also wasn't really interested in having multiple girlfriends. The time soon came for me to choose one, because the hassle of trying to make the whole thing work wasn't worth it.

All this from the Attract Your Perfect Lover program and four months of play while I slept. Try that on for "hard to believe".

For some interesting erotic thoughts try playing the Poetry of the Silent Eros subs sometime.