Well, not much has changed since I last wrote, other than the fact that I'm waiting for more work to come along. I almost had work last week, but they already had enough on the work crew. It was good that I didn't work last week, as I was coming down with some sickness, and my last job left my back and joints hurting something fierce.
I still haven't seen any of my former friends. It's like I cannot stand to put up with any put-downs and abuse for the sake of keeping me where they are at. Which is what I was getting when I hung with them last. I must be changing noticeably for that to happen.
I feel like a bit of a snob, since I don't want to hang with people I feel are low value. But I know all too well where that leads.
Most of the time, I have this strong sense that things are going to get much better. So it really doesn't matter that I see my former friends. Besides, the entire world seems to be treating me better than ever before.
However, I do wish the money attracting aspects would start working, soon. I'm a little over three months into the process. But I understand that I must wait for at least 6 months for the effects to really start taking place.
However, I am sending out applications. So, hopefully, I will get a cool job, sometime.
I still haven't seen any of my former friends. It's like I cannot stand to put up with any put-downs and abuse for the sake of keeping me where they are at. Which is what I was getting when I hung with them last. I must be changing noticeably for that to happen.
I feel like a bit of a snob, since I don't want to hang with people I feel are low value. But I know all too well where that leads.
Most of the time, I have this strong sense that things are going to get much better. So it really doesn't matter that I see my former friends. Besides, the entire world seems to be treating me better than ever before.
However, I do wish the money attracting aspects would start working, soon. I'm a little over three months into the process. But I understand that I must wait for at least 6 months for the effects to really start taking place.
However, I am sending out applications. So, hopefully, I will get a cool job, sometime.
