10-18-2016, 01:32 PM
Finally we're speaking my language here, at least some of it.
You said "I want to be a God amongst men". Ever since I was a little kid, I felt like that. I wanted it my whole life, to be the best. I'm gonna be the most attractive motherf*cker to women who ever existed. I will be a force in the industry one day. I re-made myself from the ashes, a new brand of being that people can't quite put their finger on. Not even I can do that. It's just all the stuff that resonates with me gets soaked up, consumed and then I show the world. That's what it means to be an artist. I may not be a fan of particular artists, take Kanye for example, he had some good songs, "Can't Tell Me Nothing" is great, but I still don't rate him that much, he's okay. I'm not a hater. Justin Bieber? A really good looking kid who can sing pretty well, they market his stuff everywhere, of course teen girls are gonna fall for that. Same with Backstreet Boys, I hate their music, but I respect their producers, they used social proof etc in their videos, mass brainwashing. Smart fucking people. BUT....somehow I think I'm smarter. Time will tell.
The whole getting laid thing isn't that hard. You need a ruthless streak, but it's not even about that. It's about expecting to get it. When I approach a hottie, I expect her to want me. I talk to her as if she's already mine. I challenge those girls who doubt me, who can they get who is better than me? If they show me one, I have to step up my game. It's on me to be this huge ass enigma of power that people really respond to. You can't be yourself. Like Chaos said, you're nothing, that's until you know what you want, who you want to be and when you're ready to learn what it will take to get there. Everything else is bullshit. Sartre told me so, I beleive him. It's been working for me, I can be whoever I want to be at any second and I encourage girls to do the same. If you have good looks, cool style and a larger than life attitude, meaning you take shit from no one, you always know what's best for you, can't be fooled or dominated by anyone you will get everything. Most guys will never get it, hence why I take my haters as secret admirers. Now that's an arrogant thing to say, society told you so. I would indulge you. Then you'd smash into a wall somewhere, and it's time to get back into the lab again.
So that's mindset. I'm not a hater, I really don't give a fuck what anybody else is doing. I'm just saying my shit is better. That's because it's me. I have to believe in me more than anybodyanything else, otherwise I wouldn't be authentic, aka a real fucking person.
@ the apollo, to say that the industry has no value makes no sense to me. They had songs and plays back through the ages, every civilazation had them. Story telling is going nowhere, it will be more powerful as we move along. I get what you mean, some shitty techno song gets 100 million views on youtube, but who cares? Not really related, but it's kinda like saying gold has no value. At some point, people just decided and agreed upon that it was freaking valuable and it's been like that ever since. It's always a buyers market, but art is a bit different. You have paintings going for millions. How do you get your rep up to that level?
It's all in the hustle.
You said "I want to be a God amongst men". Ever since I was a little kid, I felt like that. I wanted it my whole life, to be the best. I'm gonna be the most attractive motherf*cker to women who ever existed. I will be a force in the industry one day. I re-made myself from the ashes, a new brand of being that people can't quite put their finger on. Not even I can do that. It's just all the stuff that resonates with me gets soaked up, consumed and then I show the world. That's what it means to be an artist. I may not be a fan of particular artists, take Kanye for example, he had some good songs, "Can't Tell Me Nothing" is great, but I still don't rate him that much, he's okay. I'm not a hater. Justin Bieber? A really good looking kid who can sing pretty well, they market his stuff everywhere, of course teen girls are gonna fall for that. Same with Backstreet Boys, I hate their music, but I respect their producers, they used social proof etc in their videos, mass brainwashing. Smart fucking people. BUT....somehow I think I'm smarter. Time will tell.
The whole getting laid thing isn't that hard. You need a ruthless streak, but it's not even about that. It's about expecting to get it. When I approach a hottie, I expect her to want me. I talk to her as if she's already mine. I challenge those girls who doubt me, who can they get who is better than me? If they show me one, I have to step up my game. It's on me to be this huge ass enigma of power that people really respond to. You can't be yourself. Like Chaos said, you're nothing, that's until you know what you want, who you want to be and when you're ready to learn what it will take to get there. Everything else is bullshit. Sartre told me so, I beleive him. It's been working for me, I can be whoever I want to be at any second and I encourage girls to do the same. If you have good looks, cool style and a larger than life attitude, meaning you take shit from no one, you always know what's best for you, can't be fooled or dominated by anyone you will get everything. Most guys will never get it, hence why I take my haters as secret admirers. Now that's an arrogant thing to say, society told you so. I would indulge you. Then you'd smash into a wall somewhere, and it's time to get back into the lab again.
So that's mindset. I'm not a hater, I really don't give a fuck what anybody else is doing. I'm just saying my shit is better. That's because it's me. I have to believe in me more than anybodyanything else, otherwise I wouldn't be authentic, aka a real fucking person.
@ the apollo, to say that the industry has no value makes no sense to me. They had songs and plays back through the ages, every civilazation had them. Story telling is going nowhere, it will be more powerful as we move along. I get what you mean, some shitty techno song gets 100 million views on youtube, but who cares? Not really related, but it's kinda like saying gold has no value. At some point, people just decided and agreed upon that it was freaking valuable and it's been like that ever since. It's always a buyers market, but art is a bit different. You have paintings going for millions. How do you get your rep up to that level?
It's all in the hustle.
