I feel you man, i'm getting a similar intensity with E2. I've been so so close to giving up completely. Today I stayed in bed a few extra hours and had tons of thoughts and repeating in my head "fuck it, I give up.. I just can't resist this anymore..." and wanting to give up completely.
I put E2 on because I had decided to stay in bed all day. Eventually after an hour all these thoughts cleared and I got up. I felt calm and peaceful for a while. Now I feel just kind of 'neutral'.
And to think the last few days i've almost given up and gone onto DMSI. But this shows that would have been a bad idea because obviously something was being worked on.
Though maybe the healing in 2.4 was more important for you and since 2.5 doesn't have that it's crazier.
I put E2 on because I had decided to stay in bed all day. Eventually after an hour all these thoughts cleared and I got up. I felt calm and peaceful for a while. Now I feel just kind of 'neutral'.
And to think the last few days i've almost given up and gone onto DMSI. But this shows that would have been a bad idea because obviously something was being worked on.
Though maybe the healing in 2.4 was more important for you and since 2.5 doesn't have that it's crazier.
