So, I started running BASE on the 15th of September. I plan on using it until I get to where I want to be. I'm in a pretty shitty place right now in terms of people in my life (family/mostly women), so we'll see where this takes me.
Some background:
I'm 22 years old, come from an extremely feministic culture and thus family, have broken free from that and am now trying to create a new life for myself.
I ran BASE before from 02-2015 to 05-2015. During that time I started iOS app development, and started working on a major project which I think has a lot of potential. I stopped using BASE in the middle of stage 3 because it was creating conflicts with the women in my life. I think the programming was making me more aggressive and non-caring. idk. I was usually respected by women until that point. Then they pretty much turned on me. Lol.
Right now I feel like I've learned enough about the opposite sex to not really give a F and do what I want to do anyway. So here I am, not going to let any relationships get in the way.
So far, I've gotten more aggressive and more willing stand up for myself, even if it's like appalling (and I mean appalling) to them (my family). I'm starting to think differently about money (that it's just a add-on to your life and shouldn't define your identity), I'm in a better "flow" when talking to people, even if I don't feel like talking, and I have this weird uncomfortable ability to literally see before my eye's when and how a girl is trying to control me, it's actually very scary, to see how natural and dedicated they are to it. But I'm hoping this means eventually I'll be able to counter it.
So yeah, as you can see I have some issues with women, or maybe I just see them for what they are, whatever, from here on out, I'm doing me.
My hope for this journal is to document my progress, as maybe the perspective will be helpful to me in the future, to get advise and help others in any way I can.
Some background:
I'm 22 years old, come from an extremely feministic culture and thus family, have broken free from that and am now trying to create a new life for myself.
I ran BASE before from 02-2015 to 05-2015. During that time I started iOS app development, and started working on a major project which I think has a lot of potential. I stopped using BASE in the middle of stage 3 because it was creating conflicts with the women in my life. I think the programming was making me more aggressive and non-caring. idk. I was usually respected by women until that point. Then they pretty much turned on me. Lol.
Right now I feel like I've learned enough about the opposite sex to not really give a F and do what I want to do anyway. So here I am, not going to let any relationships get in the way.
So far, I've gotten more aggressive and more willing stand up for myself, even if it's like appalling (and I mean appalling) to them (my family). I'm starting to think differently about money (that it's just a add-on to your life and shouldn't define your identity), I'm in a better "flow" when talking to people, even if I don't feel like talking, and I have this weird uncomfortable ability to literally see before my eye's when and how a girl is trying to control me, it's actually very scary, to see how natural and dedicated they are to it. But I'm hoping this means eventually I'll be able to counter it.
So yeah, as you can see I have some issues with women, or maybe I just see them for what they are, whatever, from here on out, I'm doing me.
My hope for this journal is to document my progress, as maybe the perspective will be helpful to me in the future, to get advise and help others in any way I can.
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