Stage 4, Day 4
So far this stage has been much of the same. I say what I want, automatically doing what I think is a disqualifier or "take away."
I have not had the negative side effects that others have. I dove in first day at about 18 hours and back down to 11 for the remainder. My confidence has started to peak to the point that I'm starting to get the urge to cold approach 8-9's (normally I just call them b****hes in my head and move on (read pussying out)). As of today men and women are checking me out. I am very confident in who I am and what I offer to the point of arrogance haha. The day before yesterday I had to stop from calling myself a genius. People have asked me why I am so confident in various different arenas and I have responded appropriately for each one. Job because I'm precise. Relationships because I'm a awesome bf/partner. Friendships because I put myself out for my friends but with in boundaries which they seem to appreciate that limit. I have very upright and tall posture, but lately it's been some next level ****.
I find that I'm exceptionally positive and that weirds people out. I am unashamed when check out women who are with their bf/husbands. I'm hitting the king of the world point. I felt some garbage two days ago, but with my friend feedback system that prevented me from going down that hole. It's great to have someone show you that you aren't where you think that you are. So excited to see where I end up next!!!!
So far this stage has been much of the same. I say what I want, automatically doing what I think is a disqualifier or "take away."
I have not had the negative side effects that others have. I dove in first day at about 18 hours and back down to 11 for the remainder. My confidence has started to peak to the point that I'm starting to get the urge to cold approach 8-9's (normally I just call them b****hes in my head and move on (read pussying out)). As of today men and women are checking me out. I am very confident in who I am and what I offer to the point of arrogance haha. The day before yesterday I had to stop from calling myself a genius. People have asked me why I am so confident in various different arenas and I have responded appropriately for each one. Job because I'm precise. Relationships because I'm a awesome bf/partner. Friendships because I put myself out for my friends but with in boundaries which they seem to appreciate that limit. I have very upright and tall posture, but lately it's been some next level ****.
I find that I'm exceptionally positive and that weirds people out. I am unashamed when check out women who are with their bf/husbands. I'm hitting the king of the world point. I felt some garbage two days ago, but with my friend feedback system that prevented me from going down that hole. It's great to have someone show you that you aren't where you think that you are. So excited to see where I end up next!!!!
