04-29-2015, 07:16 PM
Stage 3 Day 5 11 hrs
This stage has me feeling like a million bucks so far. The first day that I listened there were people watching me everywhere.Definitely feel the social status increase. Feel a lot more bold especially with confronting people and being more authentic The date that I went on on monday would not have worked if I hadn't been as authentic as I was. I love cracking awkward jokes that some people would be wondering if I actually said that out loud. Feeling very disconnected from social media and not in a negative way... Just disconnected.
It actually is a push to come and post on here.. Just no desire for the electronics. My confidence is becoming epic. I switch back and forth between, wanting a bunch of girls or just one awesome one, and between developing a fwb relationship and deep emotional connection. I've been eating really clean lately and that's been paying off quite a bit. Haven't had much desire to go out to coffeeshops either (where I have Internet). That's it for now.
This stage has me feeling like a million bucks so far. The first day that I listened there were people watching me everywhere.Definitely feel the social status increase. Feel a lot more bold especially with confronting people and being more authentic The date that I went on on monday would not have worked if I hadn't been as authentic as I was. I love cracking awkward jokes that some people would be wondering if I actually said that out loud. Feeling very disconnected from social media and not in a negative way... Just disconnected.
It actually is a push to come and post on here.. Just no desire for the electronics. My confidence is becoming epic. I switch back and forth between, wanting a bunch of girls or just one awesome one, and between developing a fwb relationship and deep emotional connection. I've been eating really clean lately and that's been paying off quite a bit. Haven't had much desire to go out to coffeeshops either (where I have Internet). That's it for now.
