04-10-2017, 10:10 AM
Days 33-36: April 4th-7th, 2017
Version: 3.1A
Format: Trickling Stream Hybrid FLAC
Player: Phone thru Headphones
Volume: 4 out of 15 clicks
This thing has started building up great momentum. I feel that a major clearing has already taken place, at least for this cycle, because the euphoria has been very blatant for a while and dreams are very sexual. In one of my dreams I was James Bond, dodging laser missiles... It was in third person at the beginning and then I stepped into his body!
Motivation is at an all time high. Waking up very early with no complaints or bad thoughts and going straight to either the gym or to boxing, which is going great. The coach sees a lot of improvement in me and he hinted at training me one-on-one so I could participate in an amateur match next year. Mind you, I've been at this for about 6 months now, so that's probably going to be difficult, but it doesn't mean I can't try. By the end of the session last time, he called me "beast" seeing the way I was hitting the bag. One of the girls there, who happens to be dating a good friend at the moment, started calling me "boss" and told me that I had great moves and that I should teach them to her. This whole thing happened during one session. As if I was the star there
My sweat smell has definitely changed and it's way stronger. I've never liked its smell before, but there is something to this new one! I'm a fan
My thoughts are becoming real bold. It hasn't yet manifested to the physical world, but I really like it! For example, I felt like going to a couple of girls and just after saying hi to them going for a make out... I am not going to ever do that in public. In a club, maybe, but it's been ages since I was last at one. But I could definitely use that state to fuel me up.
Interest in porn is going down real hard real fast. I had stopped it completely for about 8 months, which started during AM6. But sometime during my E2 run, it came back. Now, I don't wanna look at it. It feels disgusting. I can get off to my imagination.
One complaint I have is that my eating has gone all over the place. I'm still at the same weight but my body fat has increased 2%. I use a hand held caliper to measure weekly. I reckon that it is not accurate at all, but it's a good tool for comparison. So I'm going back to intermittent fasting. That's mainly what got me burn fat hard in the first place.
I was in a very stressful and sad situation last week, but I came out of it very quickly. Previously something similar would have taken at least a week. Body's twitching in places it hasn't twitched yet. I suppose that's the stress.
Getting blatant IOI's from 2 older women at the gym. One of them I like. She has a tight body and has taken great care of herself. The other is just your usual old woman I bumped into another girl from the gym I go to at a Bulk Barn store. The reason I don't see her anymore is because I switched to morning workouts. She was trying so hard to get noticed. I was right behind her in the line and she was turned half way towards me. Kinda like the tricks we used to pull when we were kids. She's pretty cute too. Not a huge fan of her face, but a very attractive body. We never said hi to each other tho...
On the 8th, I didn't run the sub and took a one day break. Switched to version B on the 9th and damn IOI's haven't been this obvious yet! I'll do a separate write up for that.
Version: 3.1A
Format: Trickling Stream Hybrid FLAC
Player: Phone thru Headphones
Volume: 4 out of 15 clicks
This thing has started building up great momentum. I feel that a major clearing has already taken place, at least for this cycle, because the euphoria has been very blatant for a while and dreams are very sexual. In one of my dreams I was James Bond, dodging laser missiles... It was in third person at the beginning and then I stepped into his body!
Motivation is at an all time high. Waking up very early with no complaints or bad thoughts and going straight to either the gym or to boxing, which is going great. The coach sees a lot of improvement in me and he hinted at training me one-on-one so I could participate in an amateur match next year. Mind you, I've been at this for about 6 months now, so that's probably going to be difficult, but it doesn't mean I can't try. By the end of the session last time, he called me "beast" seeing the way I was hitting the bag. One of the girls there, who happens to be dating a good friend at the moment, started calling me "boss" and told me that I had great moves and that I should teach them to her. This whole thing happened during one session. As if I was the star there
My sweat smell has definitely changed and it's way stronger. I've never liked its smell before, but there is something to this new one! I'm a fan
My thoughts are becoming real bold. It hasn't yet manifested to the physical world, but I really like it! For example, I felt like going to a couple of girls and just after saying hi to them going for a make out... I am not going to ever do that in public. In a club, maybe, but it's been ages since I was last at one. But I could definitely use that state to fuel me up.
Interest in porn is going down real hard real fast. I had stopped it completely for about 8 months, which started during AM6. But sometime during my E2 run, it came back. Now, I don't wanna look at it. It feels disgusting. I can get off to my imagination.
One complaint I have is that my eating has gone all over the place. I'm still at the same weight but my body fat has increased 2%. I use a hand held caliper to measure weekly. I reckon that it is not accurate at all, but it's a good tool for comparison. So I'm going back to intermittent fasting. That's mainly what got me burn fat hard in the first place.
I was in a very stressful and sad situation last week, but I came out of it very quickly. Previously something similar would have taken at least a week. Body's twitching in places it hasn't twitched yet. I suppose that's the stress.
Getting blatant IOI's from 2 older women at the gym. One of them I like. She has a tight body and has taken great care of herself. The other is just your usual old woman I bumped into another girl from the gym I go to at a Bulk Barn store. The reason I don't see her anymore is because I switched to morning workouts. She was trying so hard to get noticed. I was right behind her in the line and she was turned half way towards me. Kinda like the tricks we used to pull when we were kids. She's pretty cute too. Not a huge fan of her face, but a very attractive body. We never said hi to each other tho...
On the 8th, I didn't run the sub and took a one day break. Switched to version B on the 9th and damn IOI's haven't been this obvious yet! I'll do a separate write up for that.
INFJ