07-11-2016, 05:05 AM
Day ~90:
So today I have been keen on pointing out the hardships on E2, so it would only be fair that I write the good stuff when it inevitably happens.
Today I initiated conversation with 2 random people which is very out of the ordinary for me. In the past I would avoid conversations with strangers as much as possible, only answering when people actually ask for something. I was wearing pheromones today, but even when I have worn them in the past I have never started conversations with people. The conversation seemed like a natural thing to do because there was a reason for it, but other than that, a year ago, I wouldn't have said a word.
I am grateful for this program! The healing seems like a slow and dull process, but doable thanks to this program.
Shannon, you have done some great work, but this seems like the first program that I actually sense a deep difference on. This might be because I was so fucked up emotionally that other programs just couldn't work, or that I am a resistant person.
On ASC it was like I was told "shut the fuck up, you are confident!" and inside I wanted to scream "RAAAAGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!"
OF was pain, AM6 was pain. EPRHA 2.0 is what I needed all along.
By the way, ever since around 2.5 months I have started to notice a lot of positive improvement. Before that, roughly day 45-75 was filled with a lot of resistance. I wonder if there will be a pattern here. The start of the journey on E2 was harder to observe since some of the ASC effects were still in effect.
Also I saw a dream last night of me approaching this relatively attractive girl! YES! About time the issues with women get dealt with!
Today I see hope
So today I have been keen on pointing out the hardships on E2, so it would only be fair that I write the good stuff when it inevitably happens.
Today I initiated conversation with 2 random people which is very out of the ordinary for me. In the past I would avoid conversations with strangers as much as possible, only answering when people actually ask for something. I was wearing pheromones today, but even when I have worn them in the past I have never started conversations with people. The conversation seemed like a natural thing to do because there was a reason for it, but other than that, a year ago, I wouldn't have said a word.
I am grateful for this program! The healing seems like a slow and dull process, but doable thanks to this program.
Shannon, you have done some great work, but this seems like the first program that I actually sense a deep difference on. This might be because I was so fucked up emotionally that other programs just couldn't work, or that I am a resistant person.
On ASC it was like I was told "shut the fuck up, you are confident!" and inside I wanted to scream "RAAAAGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!"
OF was pain, AM6 was pain. EPRHA 2.0 is what I needed all along.
By the way, ever since around 2.5 months I have started to notice a lot of positive improvement. Before that, roughly day 45-75 was filled with a lot of resistance. I wonder if there will be a pattern here. The start of the journey on E2 was harder to observe since some of the ASC effects were still in effect.
Also I saw a dream last night of me approaching this relatively attractive girl! YES! About time the issues with women get dealt with!
Today I see hope
