06-24-2016, 12:05 AM
Damn this sub makes me feel so weak! Things that I have experience with and should be relatively easy to do are now filled with self doubt. This might have happened in the past, but not this much and with such an intensity. In short, a lot of things are filled with insecurity.
On the upside, I often feel quite relaxed. Tired and apathetic even. I suppose this is better than feeling stressed out and anxious all the time. Although that doesn't mean the anxiety is gone, it's just not there 24/7.
A lot of self hatred. This is something that appears when I can't do as well as I'd want to or when I can't focus. When I feel like I can't control how I react. When I feel like I don't have a choice in how to feel.
In recap: Feeling weak and that makes me sad!
On the upside, I often feel quite relaxed. Tired and apathetic even. I suppose this is better than feeling stressed out and anxious all the time. Although that doesn't mean the anxiety is gone, it's just not there 24/7.
A lot of self hatred. This is something that appears when I can't do as well as I'd want to or when I can't focus. When I feel like I can't control how I react. When I feel like I don't have a choice in how to feel.
In recap: Feeling weak and that makes me sad!
