Ben12's Journey to tranformation

[ben123456305]

@Benjamin
Thanks for the insight! it felt really weird because the dream felt pretty real and I had some degree of control in the dream. Especially when I was fending them off in the second dream.
Day 19
My productivity improved noticeably. I'm starting to do homework that is due ahead of time instead of procrastinating. Also I forced myself to ditch shopping with my female friend and go to the gym. That is also a good change. Things are finally looking good for me XD
Edit: Finally finished my college essay first draft. I was putting it off for a week because I feared my idea/answer wasn't good enough even though I didn't even write the draft.

[ben123456305]

Day 21 9/10
Got the call for the second of three interviews.

[Benjamin]

Yeah dreams from subliminals have a certain different quality about them that can't really be explained but listen to them long enough and you tend to notice the difference.

-Ben

[ben123456305]

Day 22
I got the job!!!! But as usual no positive support or anything from my parents.
edit: Trying to get on a lean bulk but life is getting in the way of my training.

[Benjamin]

Good job on getting the job!

It's sad to hear the no support from your parents.. I hope that you can learn to get that from inside yourself and find others who will help with that. I admit it is a challenge that I still have to master though.

-Ben

[ben123456305]

Day 24 9/13/14
Recently decided to start bulking and it my body automatically became a machine. eating alot now is really easy for me. I used to only eat a little bit and i will feel fine but now i can triple the amount and still feel hungry.

[Shannon]

Ben, if you ever think "I can't work out because I can't afford a gym membership," stop and think. What would happen if I filled two gallon jugs with water and used those as weights? Or a progressively heavy set of concrete bricks, or stairs, or... there are a lot of ways to work out without going to a gym. You can do those until you can afford a gym. Where there is a will, there is a way.

[ben123456305]

day 27
Once again more clashes with my parents well mostly my mom. she doesnt think my time management is good. I know my productivity cycles better than she does yet she always trying to control me. I try to argue with her but she just ignores everything and resumes her rant as if i said nothing. sigh knowing me im gonna do continue anyway until i get my first report card grades to prove that i do have the capacity to work everything in.

[Benjamin]

Even try bodyweight exercise if you find a good program... I got in pretty good shape in the past using bodyweight exercises and they are a small part of my program now and really help with fitness.

Try Matt Furey or Scott Sonnon.

-Ben

[ben123456305]

@Benjamin
Thanks for the suggestion but im already at the gym working out but my parents are trying to take that away from me too.
Edit:
An update for MLS- It is working pretty well for me because im essentially trying to relearn a design program by myself and the learning curve was not bad at all. I grasped it well and was able to learn the new features in the program while practicing better engineering annotations for my designs.
Edit2:
I am already thinking of what subs i should do after this run. im stuck between ASC 5g or BIABTWS and OAA combo. Im not old enough for AM6.

[ben123456305]

Day 28 9/18
Kind of disappointed with my interactions with the opposite sex or lack of interaction in school. cant approach and not social at all.

[AlphaMind]

Go back with AM 5.0, you'll have a better foundation when doing AM 6.0.

Be wise, time is extremely valuable and 6 stages maximize it.

[ben123456305]

day 32.
I have this really strong urge to switch to another sub. It haunts me almost everyday.
Ultra success right now seems to be a "ask and you shall receive" type of sub but 3g makes it seem really weak. I am hoping to try 4g next time.
Maximum learning speed is very sutble and not really what i am expecting. I dont feel like i am learning faster or anything.

[adam225]

That's a hint telling you NOT to stop listening . Carry on with what you've started....