(11-05-2012, 03:21 PM)benjamin Wrote: I'm impressed Alec, when you start doing things you never would have done before it is awesome and shows the progress. I've had a few of those things myself lately.
Thanks man I really appreciate it! And congrats on your success as well!
Good for you Alec! How you reacted towards your teachers shows that you really believed in your project and genuinely felt it was awesome! Definitely good progress.
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11-06-2012, 02:58 PM (This post was last modified: 11-06-2012, 02:59 PM by Alec.)
(11-05-2012, 07:02 PM)Spiral Wrote: Good for you Alec! How you reacted towards your teachers shows that you really believed in your project and genuinely felt it was awesome! Definitely good progress.
Thanks dude. I truly value all your support. It means alot and keeps me motivated!
Man, the temptation to add another sub is so strong. I really want to, but I feel it is extremely important to do this one alone for a while. I don't know if this is resistance or I just really want to get all the subs I can. A few things I noticed today. One thing was In the morning everybody I saw I blessed them in my head. Like everybody that went by I would just say "bless you" in my head and genuinely meant it. Also I felt a need for a attention today for some reason.
(11-06-2012, 03:18 PM)Alec Wrote: Man, the temptation to add another sub is so strong. I really want to, but I feel it is extremely important to do this one alone for a while. I don't know if this is resistance or I just really want to get all the subs I can. A few things I noticed today. One thing was In the morning everybody I saw I blessed them in my head. Like everybody that went by I would just say "bless you" in my head and genuinely meant it. Also I felt a need for a attention today for some reason.
Alec, in my opinion, you are making a wise choice. It's very common for people to get a case of subliminal fever shortly after starting. the ones who go all "scattergun" on the subs tend to regret it, starting over and doing it one by one.
Others will do two, but they're doing it with more care.
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I had a severe case of subliminal fever where I just wanted to use all subs at once. I did get a few results but not what I wanted. In my case, I thought I might be missing out on getting other better results if I focus on one sub. I had the image of the ideal guy I could be in my mind. Sexy, fearless, social all-star, etc but I couldn't stay with one sub bcause I believed I was missing out on getting the other results. A lack a patience. I dunno if this is the case with you though.
(11-07-2012, 06:39 AM)rayrocanaldo Wrote: I had a severe case of subliminal fever where I just wanted to use all subs at once. I did get a few results but not what I wanted. In my case, I thought I might be missing out on getting other better results if I focus on one sub. I had the image of the ideal guy I could be in my mind. Sexy, fearless, social all-star, etc but I couldn't stay with one sub because I believed I was missing out on getting the other results. A lack a patience. I dunno if this is the case with you though.
I "suffered" the subliminal fever too, in the beginning. Peculiar that there is one. Shannon, can you shred some light on this?
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What's to shed light on? You see the potential, you see that they work, you get excited, and you want everything at once. It's human nature to be impatient when excited, I think.
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(11-07-2012, 06:39 AM)rayrocanaldo Wrote: I had a severe case of subliminal fever where I just wanted to use all subs at once. I did get a few results but not what I wanted. In my case, I thought I might be missing out on getting other better results if I focus on one sub. I had the image of the ideal guy I could be in my mind. Sexy, fearless, social all-star, etc but I couldn't stay with one sub bcause I believed I was missing out on getting the other results. A lack a patience. I dunno if this is the case with you though.
Been feeling a little self concious and a general uncomfortableness. Two thoughts I've noticed. One is that I feel I fear of people think poorly of me, I fear losing my fears. The second one is interesting to me. Theres thoughts that are like "You'll be lost if you lose all your fears." Theres other thoughts like that too. It's just like something is pushing back inside me. The first fear I mentioned though is one that I've known existed it's just coming up more. I'm feeling more indecisive as well. I'll just suppose that just means that is working. Anyways I despite all that I managed to go out with my friends tonight and have a good time. Lots of laughs. I can tell I'm more confident and comfortable since last year. So that makes me happy.
11-10-2012, 06:38 AM (This post was last modified: 11-10-2012, 07:27 AM by Alec.)
Yesterday day was nice. I felt pretty comfortable and confident. It was not as good as when I started the program but still nice. These little nightmares it seems are getting worse. I feel like I'm having more of them and they are getting scarier. Today though I just feel so frustrated like I just wanna break everything. I don't even no why.
You know how spiritual teachers say the ego is an illusion? Well I'm seeing that a lot more clearly all of a sudden. Over the past few days I feel like I'm seeing things clearer. I'm seeing the beauty of the world more. I'm also seeing how temporary things are as well. It is an off and on type thing I by no means experiencing this state most of the time but it's a start.
This a rough sub and I'm going through the same fears, insecurities, and nightmares etc. that you are. Overall, I just feel way off my game, but at the same time I feel like this sub is doing deeper work on me than just about any other one I've done and is well worth it. Keep on powering through.
Wow.. I can imagine the nightmares because of some of the intense dreams and fear in my body when I wake up during Alpha and other subs. And since this one is directly dealing with fear I feel it will be intense.
But usually after those dreams I find something has cleared.
And congrats on your success as well!
where I just wanted to use all subs at once. I did get a few results but not what I wanted. In my case, I thought I might be missing out on getting other better results if I focus on one sub. I had the image of the ideal guy I could be in my mind. Sexy, fearless, social all-star, etc but I couldn't stay with one sub bcause I believed I was missing out on getting the other results. A lack a patience. I dunno if this is the case with you though.
