04-17-2021, 08:20 AM
Nothing too much to report. I had a week or two of resisting by using porn and weed more. Due to the depth of my problem/habit with that it is pretty effective at keeping me from moving forward (major resistance).
Ive let it go again and I feel the program working with more power. It is making me deal with a tremendous amount of pain in my body, but it is releasing bit by bit. I have the sense the beginning of this subliminal may just be like that for me due to trauma, and then the real world results will start to pick up more (dating success being my primary goal for this year other than the things I've already been working on--- Would like to find a long time girlfriend and perhaps have some fun on the way). Cutting the porn will also help with real world attraction. Wish me luck
Ive let it go again and I feel the program working with more power. It is making me deal with a tremendous amount of pain in my body, but it is releasing bit by bit. I have the sense the beginning of this subliminal may just be like that for me due to trauma, and then the real world results will start to pick up more (dating success being my primary goal for this year other than the things I've already been working on--- Would like to find a long time girlfriend and perhaps have some fun on the way). Cutting the porn will also help with real world attraction. Wish me luck
