04-04-2021, 01:40 PM
Okay, so, I've been doing Natural Grounding with this the last few days, which I know is probably not recommended
But I learned for myself --
A. It seems too much for my subconscious to process at once (too much shame, etc, other deep emotions coming up, while this program is already pushing me in other directions)
B. It puts me in a state where I'm assigning value myself based on women's reactions to me (so I'm less likely to step into my fear) -- Which also has brought up a lot of anger when I don't get the reactions I want... which gets in the way of me stepping into my fear.
C. I've already tried this (NG), and similar problems are arising as before. whereas OF seems to be a really good fit for me. So I'm going to stick to that.
This could very well all be a form of resistance already.
I think it (NG) might be an excellent technique for someone that already has the fear part handled, then they can deal simply with the attraction aspect and become like a magnet. One of the most notable things from Geodude's success thread on this very forum is that he said he had "most of his emotional issues handled" before doing NG and getting the massive success. It makes a lot of sense.
So I'm going to can it for now--- I'm missing that fearless zen state, I've become overly emotional. I do want to practice no PMO though, which TBH may be harder without the natural grounding. But I can do regular meditation freely correct? I'll do that instead of the Natural grounding. I need to sublimate the energy somehow.
Curious of Shannon's thoughts/reactions on this though I can imagine based on reading past forum posts etc.
Also, I'm going to reset my 8 months today. Not that there haven't been immense benefits, but I want a pure experience of the program, and I think I may have muddied the waters.
But I learned for myself --
A. It seems too much for my subconscious to process at once (too much shame, etc, other deep emotions coming up, while this program is already pushing me in other directions)
B. It puts me in a state where I'm assigning value myself based on women's reactions to me (so I'm less likely to step into my fear) -- Which also has brought up a lot of anger when I don't get the reactions I want... which gets in the way of me stepping into my fear.
C. I've already tried this (NG), and similar problems are arising as before. whereas OF seems to be a really good fit for me. So I'm going to stick to that.
This could very well all be a form of resistance already.
I think it (NG) might be an excellent technique for someone that already has the fear part handled, then they can deal simply with the attraction aspect and become like a magnet. One of the most notable things from Geodude's success thread on this very forum is that he said he had "most of his emotional issues handled" before doing NG and getting the massive success. It makes a lot of sense.
So I'm going to can it for now--- I'm missing that fearless zen state, I've become overly emotional. I do want to practice no PMO though, which TBH may be harder without the natural grounding. But I can do regular meditation freely correct? I'll do that instead of the Natural grounding. I need to sublimate the energy somehow.
Curious of Shannon's thoughts/reactions on this though I can imagine based on reading past forum posts etc.
Also, I'm going to reset my 8 months today. Not that there haven't been immense benefits, but I want a pure experience of the program, and I think I may have muddied the waters.
