CatMan encouraged me to create a journal of OGSF 4G and here I go.
I aim to listen to it around 8 hrs or more a day. Last night I listened to it for 10-11 hours. Around 2-3 hours in I had a sensation of crying and small amount of tears are coming out with a prolonged thought of my first and only relationship. The break up was fairly recent (about 2-3 months ago). Outwardly I didn't express it but I guess the damage was deeper inside.
So long story short of the relationship is she left me in the dark for months with no attempt of contacting me and what not. One day she actually replied to me to break up and she found another person before breaking it off. Essentially cheating on me.
After this break up i went to a survival mode in which I was forcing myself to be productive and force the feelings down to an abyss.
As for inspiration to use this sub, Last weekend there was a meet and greet with a member of a youtube group that I inspires me. After that said meet and greet, I just had some kind of switch go off in my head and this familiar urge to improve my life and its been building up. This thought popped up "you owe yourself to be awesome". Catman recommended me to use OGSF first before diving to AM6 so I guess it is going to be a month or so of garbage removal before diving to the Six stage subs.
I aim to listen to it around 8 hrs or more a day. Last night I listened to it for 10-11 hours. Around 2-3 hours in I had a sensation of crying and small amount of tears are coming out with a prolonged thought of my first and only relationship. The break up was fairly recent (about 2-3 months ago). Outwardly I didn't express it but I guess the damage was deeper inside.
So long story short of the relationship is she left me in the dark for months with no attempt of contacting me and what not. One day she actually replied to me to break up and she found another person before breaking it off. Essentially cheating on me.
After this break up i went to a survival mode in which I was forcing myself to be productive and force the feelings down to an abyss.
As for inspiration to use this sub, Last weekend there was a meet and greet with a member of a youtube group that I inspires me. After that said meet and greet, I just had some kind of switch go off in my head and this familiar urge to improve my life and its been building up. This thought popped up "you owe yourself to be awesome". Catman recommended me to use OGSF first before diving to AM6 so I guess it is going to be a month or so of garbage removal before diving to the Six stage subs.
Phase 1: The Foundation
AM6(2020)
LTU v6(2020-2021)
OF v3(2021)
Phase 2
AM6 Refresher + SM3(2021)
AM6(2020)
LTU v6(2020-2021)
OF v3(2021)
Phase 2
AM6 Refresher + SM3(2021)