Aventus's Side Quest of Life: DMSI 2.4

[4Kingdoms]

Surface thought: I feel like I need to run and finish AM6.

Context: I received a rejection from a business leadership program and I felt it. Then I'm starting to think about how I have a weaker version of the "go getter" mindset. As in " I know I have to work on a,b,c" but it's either half assed or I had no action what so ever due to fear and garbage.

I feel like I'm simply have a reaction to the rejection which is to think I need to get better for the next chance to apply. Now I'm questioning whether or not to act on this.

In my workplace, jobs are awarded with a bidding process through seniority. There have been times when I "knew" I would get that job only to not get it because someone came out of the woodworks and got it. I've also been accused of "taking" someone else's job through this process.

I don't know how you "feel". However, I can tell you that you will end up with something better. I've seen it happen over and over to me and even to that person that accused me of taking his job.