Day 16
I'm starting to forget about the subliminal. In the sense of just setting and forgetting the sub. I'm not looking for results anymore. Started to get ideas of completely surrendering to the idea of death as in it will happen eventually. Then it shifted to surrendering to DMSI too. Maybe I'm releasing something major and it's the calm before the storm.
Had a chance to join a professional development program but I encountered tremendous amounts of resistance that was stopping me from applying. It seems like there was a part of me that was terrified of it. I had to push through it and eventuality took 2 hours to apply for.
I was talking to the people who are offering the program, whom I consider friends, and quite honestly told them about my predicament. I told him about how it took 2 hours for something simple and how some part of me is probably terrified and how I overcame it by literally pushing through the Resistance. He was shocked by the amount of time it took but he gave me bonus point for pushing through it. It may help with the interview too.
I'm starting to forget about the subliminal. In the sense of just setting and forgetting the sub. I'm not looking for results anymore. Started to get ideas of completely surrendering to the idea of death as in it will happen eventually. Then it shifted to surrendering to DMSI too. Maybe I'm releasing something major and it's the calm before the storm.
Had a chance to join a professional development program but I encountered tremendous amounts of resistance that was stopping me from applying. It seems like there was a part of me that was terrified of it. I had to push through it and eventuality took 2 hours to apply for.
I was talking to the people who are offering the program, whom I consider friends, and quite honestly told them about my predicament. I told him about how it took 2 hours for something simple and how some part of me is probably terrified and how I overcame it by literally pushing through the Resistance. He was shocked by the amount of time it took but he gave me bonus point for pushing through it. It may help with the interview too.
Phase 1: The Foundation
AM6(2020)
LTU v6(2020-2021)
OF v3(2021)
Phase 2
AM6 Refresher + SM3(2021)
AM6(2020)
LTU v6(2020-2021)
OF v3(2021)
Phase 2
AM6 Refresher + SM3(2021)
