03-23-2017, 03:15 PM
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-Emotional Rollercoaster is still present meaning I still need some clearing. After going through the shitstorm of emotions, I was preparing to do my homework and then something snapped. I stared at my computer with absolutely zero thoughts in my mind for I don't know how long. Then I started thinking about neediness and making sentences that doesn't really make sense. The intent however is was to separate and disassociate from the neediness. Soon my conscious mind started echoing this sentiment was well.
-This led to me to dive straight into a couple of books to gain insight on my personality. This led to me discovering a voice that came far deeper than the usual surface thoughts. It told of my personality that is covered by negativity and needed to be cleared.
-My vocal projection and speech became louder and clearer.
-last night I had an absolutely terrible first few minutes into the loops. My head was about to explode and I felt all my veins are pumping blood. In the morning however, I felt like I cleared something.
- about a week ago, I had a dream where I was making out with a girl I know and it was incredibly detailed at the time as well as having the physical sensations of touch accompanying the experience. It was an unreal amount sense of desire coming from that girl. I see her now and i noticed that im 3x more attracted to her. Reverse sniped?
Phase 1: The Foundation
AM6(2020)
LTU v6(2020-2021)
OF v3(2021)
Phase 2
AM6 Refresher + SM3(2021)
AM6(2020)
LTU v6(2020-2021)
OF v3(2021)
Phase 2
AM6 Refresher + SM3(2021)
