Aventus's Journey to Becoming More Real (DMSI V3.1)

[Duke.Togo]

Day 2

I was hustling the entire day because I was gacked on a full tablet of modafinil.

Then I realized just how much my life has changed in a short amount of time. I used to be a lazy and self-delusional person who was all talk about self-improvement and yet I never went anywhere.As well has gone on a binge of whatever hedonistic tendencies I had. I used to have so much baggage and issues relating to women, self-confidence, self-esteem, etc. I was stick with friends that didn't accept me first and foremost, but also they never had the drive to succeed as I now have. Hell, they still don't have it the drive that I'm looking for in people.

Here I am, I just realized that I set out and completed the goals I wanted to hit. I got into the professional development program I wanted to get into and met a lot of awesome mentees as well as having a cool, experienced, and easy to talk to a mentor. I recently got into another program, and I'm shadowing a leader in a cultural club. My drive for learning is getting there. The harder subjects are fun to learn.

I get to know people who are more successful and more driven than I am. Hell one of my friends recently got his job two months ago, and he is potentially going to be the highest achieving worker among his job site. He has the potential to slaughter his competition. Today he told me about his internal resolve to fully commit to personal promises as well as how to become better at client facing services. I found it inspiring, and it made me want to achieve more.

I think DMSI had cleared a lot of stuff up as well as having the recent events that happened. I don't think I could have achieved the stuff I had done. I simply wouldn't have had the self-esteem nor the confidence to. I had such a low confidence in myself that I though I wasn't doing that much regarding internships. As I revised my Resume, It turns out I had a lot of dope stuff and I failed to see it through the veil.

Reading this post from you was awesome! I'm really happy for you, that you're taking charge the way you are.

You only get one shot at this thing called life Aventus, make it everything you want it to be!