Arctic Fox's DMSI 3.1A for Healing Journal

[ArcticFox]

I stopped DMSI around April/May. Not sure how to conclude on my run, but I think I am a heavy resister.

Since I stopped subs I have coasted along with my job, I still have some resentment towards my family, like I was struggling with in my E2 run, i talk to them less and less and generally get on with my own life - I'm not sure this is a good thing and i think its what i was trying to avoid.

Part of me feels like my brain needs time away from subs to fully process them, this is most likely not true but how can you tell? It was over 2 years on subs and I barely got with a girl, 3 months after stopping my DMSI run and I have a girlfriend. Before i started E2 in 2015 I had split up with a girlfriend of 2 years and that was straight out of a 7 year relationship before.

Although I feel i have become way more empathetic and caring since I last had a GF, I'm hoping for a way more open and connected relationship, where I can tell her a lot more about my self, fears, desires and sexual fantasies - I think this is largely down to my age, maturity and really caring less about how I express myself and people think.

I do wonder if i will run subs again, maybe I will finally try ASC. Not sure running DMSI for healing is a good idea when i have a girlfriend - I'm not interested in meeting or attracting any other women.