Another MLS Journal :p

[Why So Serious?]

I had a feeling that something life changing was about to happen for me. I just didn't when, how it was going to effect me, what would happen in the future and all that. Turns out that the moment was when I decided to do OFGS next. It will most likely be next month. I'd start now but I want to get my 3 months of MLS. I wanted to run MLS for 6 months but it's important that I get to work on OFGS. The more I learn the more I find out that most of what's holding me back is some kind of fear. I won't list anymore fears. That would be to long and time consuming. Not something I planned on doing at all and I don't want to listen to it. This isn't about wants anymore. I need to grow up and be an adult for once.

You could also maybe try the new EPRHA 2.0 coming out today (probably).

And sometimes wants are holding us back. I don't want to go to the dentist but I enjoy my white shiney smile lol.

I think that may be a better choice after reading the description.
Sigh..... the dentist don't remind me.

It just hit me today that I am way off track with a lot of stuff. Ever since I started learning about myself I neglected the things I need to work on. I need to get back to my plan for less internet usage and some other stuff.

For some odd reason I don't want to beat myself up about it. It feels like the down time was needed and for some odd reason still needed.

Maybe it's okay to feel down but don't let the feeling it take over. Still get up and make progress in the right direction. Just go at my own pace so I don't wear myself out. I guess that is a lesson I need to learn. I just thought of this while typing so I'll give it shot.