Ampers&'s Alpha Male Journal [COMPLETE]

[Ampersnd]

Oh, wow..
I'm back, baby!

I occasionally tried to post on this thing, and I had some issues. I finally tried with Opera, and it worked. Then I tried Firefox again. Either way, it now works.

So, HI!

It's been a while. I don't have time to post now, but I'll give a satisfactory overview of the previous 50 days. I promise that they've been good.

[Ampersnd]

June 1, 2014 (the wrong side of May 31st),

So much has happened since I was last (un)able to post on this forum. I had been following your posts and threads, but have felt a degree of separation for not being able to post or respond to any of your contributions,

I had gone through the Stage 6 and finished it on the 15th of May, 2014. I really began to feel the benefits near the end of that run. Anyway, I had put myself in the position where I needed to run it alongside 'Maximum Sales Success', which I had probably started around Easter (20th of April, or so). I know, I know, 2 "D" type subliminals... that's BAD!

The reason I was using MSS, was because of a new marketing job that I had agreed to. I was able to walk right out of my year of university (by which, I passed all the classes!), go to orientation, and start making money. Boy, as good as some of the experience was, what a mistake that job was.

Have you ever been approached by someone on the street who tried to involve you with a charity? I have, many times. But imagine that person, but 10 times more aggressive. That's the type of person the company expected me to be, to sell a crappy product (a store credit card), which I had little belief or confidence in. I would go from store to store, one store per week, in my region, selling credit cards to customers, who had already heard the pitch the previous five times, and knew they weren't interested.

I began going a bit crazy; I sounded like a broken record player, repeating the same scripts over and over. After a "last straw" moment a little more than four weeks after starting, I knew that I wasn't right for this company, or vice versa. I don't really know if I quit, or if I was fired, yet it was basically an agreement with a new manager that there was little use of me if I couldn't stand behind the product confidently. I didn't have to come into work the next day.

I still work at the clothing store at the mall, close to my apartment. I was getting part time hours on top of that, but now that I have stated full availability, I got 20, then 40 hours. I may very well be working full time hours now for the summer.

On top of that, I have a fun, new, interesting way to make money; I busk in my city's market. I do so about 5-6 times per week, usually 2 hours, sometimes more. I absolutely feel the improvement in the last 1.5 months (started on 15th of April, became regular around May 5th). The money is pretty fucking good, too.

Some nights, I make between 50-70 dollars for 2-3 hours of playing music. Granted, some night, I could make 20-30$. One evening, in particular, I made a total of 95$, which was technically 80$, plus some guy who drops two unscratched lottery tickets into my case. One of them won me 15$!

So, some of this money will buy me into the 100 Day Challenge, starting in July. This will help guide me towards performing in clubs, bars, and restaurants, and beyond, going into a social media campaign and blogging to help make me a public figure in the talent and skill acquisition niche. I'll become much more specific as the days go on.

WHAT SUBS ARE YOU LISTENING TO NOW?
An equal mix of:
'Become Irresistibly Attractive to Beautiful Women 4G'
'Master Your Instrument for Speed 3G'
for the past week.

I became fed up that I have to keep watching hot mamas walk past while I busk, knowing I have little power to do anything about it if I were able to talk to her. So why not have hot mamas into me? This is a reboot of a previous time where I used BIATBW right before doing Alpha Male.

I notice subtle differences for both, but only one thing shocking. The one instance for BIATBW's case is where 3 women stick around the kiosk where I was busking. The most attractive one (to me) drops in a few dollars and says "you should sing louder, you have a beautiful voice". Once I was done, and packing up, all three were complimenting me and asking questions about myself. I'm like 'it's working!'. The cute girl has me on Facebook.

I'm thinking of using my busking money to buy a 5G program. I'm not sure which problem to fix first:
- General well-being with "Life Tune Up"
- Sex life (much needed) with "Sex Magnet"
- Business start up with the new sub Shannon is building
- Musician related sub, that Shannon should really get on with building in 5G with Optimus Engine

Anyways, I've talked WAY too long; it's good to be back!

[JackOfHearts]

Nice improvement, it's good to see back there.

How much time did you listen to 'Become Irresistibly Attractive to Beautiful Women 4G'?

[Ampersnd]

oh golly, I don't know exactly.

I listened to it for about 4 weeks, right before jumping into the Alpha Male subliminal.
Then, I started using it the 23rd of May, so about 8 days, balanced with MYIFS.
In terms of hours, it's hard to say, even with iTunes

[Ampersnd]

So I've resolved to pick out a 5G subliminal.

90% of me is going for Sex Magnet 5G.
Why?

- It would most definitely solve the equivalent of 15 years of feelings of inadequacy involving women (and girls when I was a young boy); I began having crushes with girls when I was 7, and I never got girls with whom I had a crush;

- I want to know that I'm able to get women in any way that I want BEFORE I have some other form of success, which I will definitely have. I want to know for sure that it's me, and not the success;

- Dealing with this issue will free up my willpower towards my life goals and purpose. I will know that I can have spells where I work, but I know for sure that I can go out when I want, and have a fun distraction;

- Having sex with women handled will help me relate to women more, and even with men;

- Being sexy to women will help me be more of a kick ass musician (auras), as being sexy will come through in my performance, and even my voice;

- Being successful with women will allow me to have peace of mind, be a complete mentor to other men, be a source of grounding, etc.

Here's the other area of concern (that last 10%):

- I want to keep my current 'hustle' mentality; I'm working AND busking several hours. Of course I may need to sleep more, but I want to keep my focus on music, busking, learning songs, and advancing myself musically;

- I want to be able to focus on school when I'm in class, and when I need to study. Maybe if I can turn off my sex drive when I'm studying/in class; I want to keep high grades and have the motivation, and so on.

If the subliminal can handle all these things, then I'm in.

Since Sex Magnet will make me 'Irresistibly Attractive to Beautiful Women', I will stop using it. So, I'm focusing all of my time from now on towards 'Mastering Instrument Speed' until I start Sex Magnet.

[robstar]

So I've resolved to pick out a 5G subliminal.

90% of me is going for Sex Magnet 5G.
Why?

- It would most definitely solve the equivalent of 15 years of feelings of inadequacy involving women (and girls when I was a young boy); I began having crushes with girls when I was 7, and I never got girls with whom I had a crush;

- I want to know that I'm able to get women in any way that I want BEFORE I have some other form of success, which I will definitely have. I want to know for sure that it's me, and not the success;

- Dealing with this issue will free up my willpower towards my life goals and purpose. I will know that I can have spells where I work, but I know for sure that I can go out when I want, and have a fun distraction;

- Having sex with women handled will help me relate to women more, and even with men;

- Being sexy to women will help me be more of a kick ass musician (auras), as being sexy will come through in my performance, and even my voice;

- Being successful with women will allow me to have peace of mind, be a complete mentor to other men, be a source of grounding, etc.

Here's the other area of concern (that last 10%):

- I want to keep my current 'hustle' mentality; I'm working AND busking several hours. Of course I may need to sleep more, but I want to keep my focus on music, busking, learning songs, and advancing myself musically;

- I want to be able to focus on school when I'm in class, and when I need to study. Maybe if I can turn off my sex drive when I'm studying/in class; I want to keep high grades and have the motivation, and so on.

If the subliminal can handle all these things, then I'm in.

Since Sex Magnet will make me 'Irresistibly Attractive to Beautiful Women', I will stop using it. So, I'm focusing all of my time from now on towards 'Mastering Instrument Speed' until I start Sex Magnet.

Have you considered Woman Magnet?
I just started stage 5 of AM6, and am starting to think about what I want to do next. I'm soo torn between SM and WM, I keep changing my mind.. I'm also a singer/musician like yourself, so I'm wondering which one would help my life more in that aspect.

[MadTheReaper]

Hey Dan,

I thought you'd become so Alpha you abandoned the forums to take over the world.
It's good to see you back.

Some of your goals would be better treated by Women Magnet.

[Ampersnd]

Some of your goals would be better treated by Women Magnet.

And how is that? The way I see it, among my reasons, the most important thing for me is the a) the musician aspect (having an aura of pure sex, like Elvis or Michael Jackson), and b) overwritting 15 years of 'no' throughout my life. And I'd like to overcome this in a more extreme way if necessary. I've heard people have gone through Woman Magnet, got results, but didn't find any intimacy with women. If, after I have what I'm looking for, I want more in my relationships with women, I'll happily run Woman Magnet after the fact.

Have you considered Woman Magnet?

Yes, I have. I have read through both the sales pages and compared the benefits with what I want. Also read the response above for more elaboration.

Thanks

[MadTheReaper]

Where did you read that about WM? I've read all the journals about WM and send private messages to every one who has used it but didn't keep a journal. I don't recall anybody saying they did not find intimacy with women. Do you have a link to somebody saying that?

One the other hand, I am definitely that Afzalg and one more guy whose name I don't recall mentioned that they felt empty, without feelings. This is the reason that now Afzalg is using WM.

SM focuses just on sex. Raw sex. No emotions, so that WE will not get attached/hurt.
If you want connection/intimacy/feelings/relationships with women WM2 would be the way to go.

[Ampersnd]

Where did you read that about WM? I've read all the journals about WM and send private messages to every one who has used it but didn't keep a journal. I don't recall anybody saying they did not find intimacy with women. Do you have a link to somebody saying that?

One the other hand, I am definitely that Afzalg and one more guy whose name I don't recall mentioned that they felt empty, without feelings. This is the reason that now Afzalg is using WM.

SM focuses just on sex. Raw sex. No emotions, so that WE will not get attached/hurt.
If you want connection/intimacy/feelings/relationships with women WM2 would be the way to go.

Well then.. I feel like a total penis for not being about to substantiate what I said about WM, but I swear I read it somewhere as an intro to a Sex Magnet journal. He said they had results, but nothing directly related to sex. Once again, sorry, and I'll post it up if I find the link.

Here are some key features that's leading me towards SM:
- Overcome Approach Anxiety (HUGE deal for me; I'm already at a high level in approaching, but I want to be able to stop a hot woman when we're talking past each other in opposite directions; and I feel the pain each time that happens);

- Natural Seduction for Men; since I "majorly" missed out in grade school, high school and a large part of university, I want a lot of focus in this area;

- I already have women around me, but I don't know what the hell to do after that; I don't even see the possibility of being sexual with women; I want the experience of having women attracted to me. Does WM achieve this?

- 7 Auras/Vibes; WM sales copy makes mention of some of these "vibes" individually. I want all of these, and they'd make me more of a kick ass musician

- Wouldn't Optimus Engine allow me to achieve the goals in my own way? Or am my misinterpreting the purpose of OE? Maybe it's just that it lets my mind come up a with a solution for these problems.

Grr, this is actually a bit frustrating.

[robstar]

Grr, this is actually a bit frustrating.

Tell me about it
Been having this internal crisis the last couple of months.

[JackOfHearts]

WM2 deal with approach anxiety too, from product description:

Overcome social anxiety concerning beautiful women.
Overcome approach anxiety concerning beautiful single women.
Manifest a powerful, magnetic aura that both communicates your warmth and approachability to others and makes them want to come talk with you, but also attracts beautiful single women to you.
Generates a reality in which you become pursued and approached wherever you go.
Understanding that you are not perfect, and allowing yourself to express vulnerabilities, which makes you approachable to others, especially women.
54. Destruction of approach anxiety and agenda.

[JackOfHearts]

Where did you read that about WM? I've read all the journals about WM and send private messages to every one who has used it but didn't keep a journal. I don't recall anybody saying they did not find intimacy with women. Do you have a link to somebody saying that?

One the other hand, I am definitely that Afzalg and one more guy whose name I don't recall mentioned that they felt empty, without feelings. This is the reason that now Afzalg is using WM.

SM focuses just on sex. Raw sex. No emotions, so that WE will not get attached/hurt.
If you want connection/intimacy/feelings/relationships with women WM2 would be the way to go.

- Natural Seduction for Men; since I "majorly" missed out in grade school, high school and a large part of university, I want a lot of focus in this area;

Product description:

Eye seduction! Become capable of communicating with, and seducing, women using just your eyes. I love this part.

Sexiness programming that makes you project an aura of sexiness and adjusts your speech, attitude, movement and body language to express your sexiness in a neutral manner that neither says you are desperate nor says to her that you are trying to seduce her. The result is a very sexy, magnetic and attractive man, whom ladies find unique and gravitate to naturally.

From What I have read you seems to be better with WM2 if not for the Michael Jackson musician part.

[Ampersnd]

I cashed out all of my musician earnings, I basically put 200$ in my bank account, and 200$ in bills towards my SM/WM purchase.

I busked 3 hours, and I will be saving money for the '100 Day Challenge' as well.

All this work is having me feel disconnected from the world, which has me feeling a bit down. Especially when it comes to disconnection from women. My confidence was down at a venue I attended tonight.

I'll be adding blog posts to my daily itinerary, as well as video posts at some later point.