03-29-2014, 09:41 PM
Stage 5, Day 21,
Wake up at 10am full of motivation. Clean my whole apartment and closets! - says I! And that's what I do, for three hours. Now, my apartment is clean and my desk actually compatible for work. Note: I'm still sick, but I had all this energy.
I do a few hours of schoolwork, and then go for groceries, then do some other things. I take off at 5 to catch a bus to see my friend my 6. Here's the thing; we started as friends, we spontaneously started hooking up over a year ago, we always tried pure friendship but constantly relapsed. This time.. basically, we got to making out at her house, but she wants to keep it friendly. I wind up feeling some chemistry whenever we're together, and so I go in.
I have to accept that we should keep it tame, but we're still cool. We studied for a couple of hours and such. She drove me back just recently. I don't feel anything romantic; it just feels really nice being with her.
Now, after Stage 5, I'll be done school. So I don't REALLY need to learn anything (MLS3.0), except for job skills and songs for my busking. Perhaps I swap it out and put in 'Master Your Instrument for Speed' through Stage 6.
Once AM is over, I'm really conflicted; firstly, I'll keep 'Master Your Instrument For Speed 3G', but perhaps also add 'BASE 3G', but I really want to add something that unifies the two, like 'Ultra Success 4G', or 'Ultra Motivation 4G'. I know that goes over the 'limits', but I'm really gd tempted; on top of a summer job, I want to build the foundation of an online business related to beginner guitar.
Wake up at 10am full of motivation. Clean my whole apartment and closets! - says I! And that's what I do, for three hours. Now, my apartment is clean and my desk actually compatible for work. Note: I'm still sick, but I had all this energy.
I do a few hours of schoolwork, and then go for groceries, then do some other things. I take off at 5 to catch a bus to see my friend my 6. Here's the thing; we started as friends, we spontaneously started hooking up over a year ago, we always tried pure friendship but constantly relapsed. This time.. basically, we got to making out at her house, but she wants to keep it friendly. I wind up feeling some chemistry whenever we're together, and so I go in.
I have to accept that we should keep it tame, but we're still cool. We studied for a couple of hours and such. She drove me back just recently. I don't feel anything romantic; it just feels really nice being with her.
Now, after Stage 5, I'll be done school. So I don't REALLY need to learn anything (MLS3.0), except for job skills and songs for my busking. Perhaps I swap it out and put in 'Master Your Instrument for Speed' through Stage 6.
Once AM is over, I'm really conflicted; firstly, I'll keep 'Master Your Instrument For Speed 3G', but perhaps also add 'BASE 3G', but I really want to add something that unifies the two, like 'Ultra Success 4G', or 'Ultra Motivation 4G'. I know that goes over the 'limits', but I'm really gd tempted; on top of a summer job, I want to build the foundation of an online business related to beginner guitar.
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