03-13-2014, 06:40 PM
Stage 5, Day 5
Slept in. Fuck. Only by 1 1/2 hours though, so I had an okay morning. Got to class, I get my grade back for my research assignment: 54%. Fuck. Doesn't bother me that much, but I'm still meeting with my teacher to see how to course-correct.
Went home, ate, practiced voice - which I'm coming along very well - then went to a job fair. I have some fair hopes for getting a job starting early in the summer.
I had my whole share of doubts about whether I'm simply an air-head, i.e. overly confident in my academic abilities. It is VERY good, especially during a program like this, to have my beliefs about self challenged and shattered.
I've been more disciplined during the day by setting a schedule, and picking things that lead to productive thinking. Roughly 4 hours today was spent on school, a little over two on deliberate music practice.
I bought the "Millionaire Fastlane" ebook. I wish I could get print, but the shipping fee is the price of the book, so that's ludacris.
Looking forward to what brave new things I can come up with. Think that this sort of habit forming was practically unheard of before I started this sub.
I'm in the process of a second meeting with the girl mentionned before, and I've made plans with the 36 year old ball-of-sunshine for Sunday.
I'm having my doubts on my speakers and Ultrasonic, so I'll be using Trickling Stream as much as I can.
Slept in. Fuck. Only by 1 1/2 hours though, so I had an okay morning. Got to class, I get my grade back for my research assignment: 54%. Fuck. Doesn't bother me that much, but I'm still meeting with my teacher to see how to course-correct.
Went home, ate, practiced voice - which I'm coming along very well - then went to a job fair. I have some fair hopes for getting a job starting early in the summer.
I had my whole share of doubts about whether I'm simply an air-head, i.e. overly confident in my academic abilities. It is VERY good, especially during a program like this, to have my beliefs about self challenged and shattered.
I've been more disciplined during the day by setting a schedule, and picking things that lead to productive thinking. Roughly 4 hours today was spent on school, a little over two on deliberate music practice.
I bought the "Millionaire Fastlane" ebook. I wish I could get print, but the shipping fee is the price of the book, so that's ludacris.
Looking forward to what brave new things I can come up with. Think that this sort of habit forming was practically unheard of before I started this sub.
I'm in the process of a second meeting with the girl mentionned before, and I've made plans with the 36 year old ball-of-sunshine for Sunday.
I'm having my doubts on my speakers and Ultrasonic, so I'll be using Trickling Stream as much as I can.
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