Stage 4, Day 21 @ 4PM
I seem to have fallen upon some deep pain; loss of motivation, crying.
Funny enough, I finished watching a playthrough of "Beyond: Two Souls"; did you know that this game has 24 endings. They modeled Ellen Page for the character. It presses intensely upon the subject of death and the afterlife. Of course, there is often deep pain there.
Since I finished all my school obligations for a while (had a midterm this morning, went pretty well), I will have a lot of free time for 3-4 days, but I don't have the desire to do anything. Watching all these videos is probably excapism, anyways. There simply seems to be a great void in my life. This sub may be forcing me to face pain that I didn't heretofore have the courage to face.
I'm FasterEFT tapping to try to clear this thing.
I seem to have fallen upon some deep pain; loss of motivation, crying.
Funny enough, I finished watching a playthrough of "Beyond: Two Souls"; did you know that this game has 24 endings. They modeled Ellen Page for the character. It presses intensely upon the subject of death and the afterlife. Of course, there is often deep pain there.
Since I finished all my school obligations for a while (had a midterm this morning, went pretty well), I will have a lot of free time for 3-4 days, but I don't have the desire to do anything. Watching all these videos is probably excapism, anyways. There simply seems to be a great void in my life. This sub may be forcing me to face pain that I didn't heretofore have the courage to face.
I'm FasterEFT tapping to try to clear this thing.
UMS v2 Journal (current) || Overcoming Fear 5.75G Journal
