01-23-2014, 07:25 PM
Stage 3, Day 22
I had the major opportunity to skip the gym today; I didn't take it. I'm really speeding up my circuits; what used to take me 70 minutes now takes me 50. I was exhausted though.
I even pulled off 3 hours of music practice; crazy! I just follow my pre-made rituals, and I'm golden. I drifted a little bit and got distracted just a little bit, but overall it went well.
I think that I'm resisting the big things that I can accomplish, and the big things in my life. In tackling the idea of a huge social network and giving tons of value to people, my brain is asking "BUT HOW?!". The truth is that the "HOW" doesn't mean diddly squat; it's really about how I'm resonating and relating with people, but I've felt my default in taking value from others; talking too much about myself, asking value-draining questions. The awareness will be enough to change things.
I became motivated to tackle a series of sub-goals that addressed other areas in my life that my new resolutions haven't quite yet tackled. Those are Research abilities, my social life, and my job. I've made a mini-plan to handle those.
I'm truly excited for what's to come.
I had the major opportunity to skip the gym today; I didn't take it. I'm really speeding up my circuits; what used to take me 70 minutes now takes me 50. I was exhausted though.
I even pulled off 3 hours of music practice; crazy! I just follow my pre-made rituals, and I'm golden. I drifted a little bit and got distracted just a little bit, but overall it went well.
I think that I'm resisting the big things that I can accomplish, and the big things in my life. In tackling the idea of a huge social network and giving tons of value to people, my brain is asking "BUT HOW?!". The truth is that the "HOW" doesn't mean diddly squat; it's really about how I'm resonating and relating with people, but I've felt my default in taking value from others; talking too much about myself, asking value-draining questions. The awareness will be enough to change things.
I became motivated to tackle a series of sub-goals that addressed other areas in my life that my new resolutions haven't quite yet tackled. Those are Research abilities, my social life, and my job. I've made a mini-plan to handle those.
I'm truly excited for what's to come.
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