01-20-2014, 07:03 PM
Stage 3, Day 19
Woke up feeling great. I truly wonder if it's the new diet, my body getting used to the sleeping habit, that I had some carbs the night before, the melatonin pill, or that I read about the LOA right before going to bed.
Went to class; I still feel great. This one girl avoids eye contact until I say 'hi', and then she gives an enthusiastic 'hi!' and bites her lip. She always seems interested, yet distant.
My mind has flipped on the idea of women; I read into Zan Perrion, who is much more direct that his image makes it appear. Since I realise that women crave sex and are horny all the time, women will know that I know, and will act differently around me. I'll develop the vibe that broadcasts that I'm offering sex to these lucky women.
In class, I was even glowing a little bit, throwing around some energy (sexual, maybe?).
Gym went well; I've been cutting time. I have my meal with some more carbs, and then I'm really to do something. Having extra glucose in my brain is what I suspect as the culprit.
I do two musician rituals; the first for vocalizing, the second for electric guitar.
I still manage to read from the LOA book before work. When you're "in the vortex" of feeling good, time seems to slow to allow you to do things. I got ready for work, and out of the door, in under 10 minutes (normally takes longer). The walk to work was fast as well.
My feelings went downhill a little bit; I got a bit righteous and angry over things. My productivity went down a bit, but I'm glad to work on it.
I'm not caring too much about "picking up" women, but I'm happy to let them seduce me if they try. Somehow, that sentence makes sense to me, but it didn't less than 2 days ago.
Woke up feeling great. I truly wonder if it's the new diet, my body getting used to the sleeping habit, that I had some carbs the night before, the melatonin pill, or that I read about the LOA right before going to bed.
Went to class; I still feel great. This one girl avoids eye contact until I say 'hi', and then she gives an enthusiastic 'hi!' and bites her lip. She always seems interested, yet distant.
My mind has flipped on the idea of women; I read into Zan Perrion, who is much more direct that his image makes it appear. Since I realise that women crave sex and are horny all the time, women will know that I know, and will act differently around me. I'll develop the vibe that broadcasts that I'm offering sex to these lucky women.
In class, I was even glowing a little bit, throwing around some energy (sexual, maybe?).
Gym went well; I've been cutting time. I have my meal with some more carbs, and then I'm really to do something. Having extra glucose in my brain is what I suspect as the culprit.
I do two musician rituals; the first for vocalizing, the second for electric guitar.
I still manage to read from the LOA book before work. When you're "in the vortex" of feeling good, time seems to slow to allow you to do things. I got ready for work, and out of the door, in under 10 minutes (normally takes longer). The walk to work was fast as well.
My feelings went downhill a little bit; I got a bit righteous and angry over things. My productivity went down a bit, but I'm glad to work on it.
I'm not caring too much about "picking up" women, but I'm happy to let them seduce me if they try. Somehow, that sentence makes sense to me, but it didn't less than 2 days ago.
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