01-15-2014, 07:47 PM
Stage 3, Day 14
Geezus; today must be "Dan must feel terrible today" day. It's not that terrible; I got the ball rolling on positive emotions in the morning at 5:30; I had a really good morning, and that changed at 8:30 today. That was a lab full of women. For no reason, I was choked up. I EFT tapped in my mind when it welled up.
As a side note, that same happened at work in the evening. This must be the subliminal kicking on, since I had it playing 12-14 hours straight yesterday. I'm also going to keep the proportion of 80:30 for AM and Deep Sleep. No more trying to do more of one or the other; too much effort.
ANYWAYS; I'm in the lab with the two women of interest. Once it's over, I invite the one next to me along for tea/coffee (the other one rushed out). We chatted for about an hour, and really got deep on different topics; she's even going to bring me a book soon.
Go home, and I do my readings and do my electric guitar practice hour. It's been 2 days in a row that I've done it. I'll probably set it in stone for a third day, and then do another 3 days for acoustic guitar. Rinse and repeat for a vocal schedule, and performance schedule (Total of 12 days), then I'll start mixing them.
My electric guitar playing has improved in only a day. I still would like an Ultimate Guitarist and Ultimate Vocalist 5G hehe
I'm glad that I'm feeling these negative emotions, seeing as I know that:
i) Ultrasonic is working on my earphones
ii) I'm resisting the message; meaning my removal of this resistance will create what I want.
Geezus; today must be "Dan must feel terrible today" day. It's not that terrible; I got the ball rolling on positive emotions in the morning at 5:30; I had a really good morning, and that changed at 8:30 today. That was a lab full of women. For no reason, I was choked up. I EFT tapped in my mind when it welled up.
As a side note, that same happened at work in the evening. This must be the subliminal kicking on, since I had it playing 12-14 hours straight yesterday. I'm also going to keep the proportion of 80:30 for AM and Deep Sleep. No more trying to do more of one or the other; too much effort.
ANYWAYS; I'm in the lab with the two women of interest. Once it's over, I invite the one next to me along for tea/coffee (the other one rushed out). We chatted for about an hour, and really got deep on different topics; she's even going to bring me a book soon.
Go home, and I do my readings and do my electric guitar practice hour. It's been 2 days in a row that I've done it. I'll probably set it in stone for a third day, and then do another 3 days for acoustic guitar. Rinse and repeat for a vocal schedule, and performance schedule (Total of 12 days), then I'll start mixing them.
My electric guitar playing has improved in only a day. I still would like an Ultimate Guitarist and Ultimate Vocalist 5G hehe
I'm glad that I'm feeling these negative emotions, seeing as I know that:
i) Ultrasonic is working on my earphones
ii) I'm resisting the message; meaning my removal of this resistance will create what I want.
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