Stage 3, Day 9
General sequence, early morning, morning class, gym, home, eat, go to friends, go to movie with friends, go home, do school stuff, type on this forum
Some general things that happened:
I was chatting and vibing with one of the more attractive girls in my class. I wouldn't really try anything unless she was showing some more interest.
At the gym, this guy wants to work in, and it seemed like he almost became my personal servant. Changing weights and asking excessive permisson. He calmed it down after I treated him more normally. Also, people just get the fuck out of my way when I'm at the gym. I have a plan each time I'm at the gym, so this is different from my previous approach of doing whatever was open, so that energy is different.
I approached today; MENTIONED ABOVE
I felt like one foot in the door of manhood; it's been that way for a while. But I'm experiencing emotions. Especially a lot on the persuing and not-persuing thing; I now get triggered everytime I see a post on Attract Hotter Women about not persuing. I've tried not persuing; guess what? It didn't do anything. It really comes down to the point of focus, what energy you're representing, and what you're representing, so I wouldn't discard that method just yet.
I truly think that it's to do with the meaning of the word from the person. I took it as somebody who's always messaging a woman, always checking on a woman, always asking a woman out.
I now no problem with the idea of approaching, being direct about my intentions, making physical contact (light touching on arm or shoulder), and making a gradual progress towards sex, a relationship, intimacy, etc.
Part of my resistance is the mindset of the AHW members. They have a different world view than me, and I accept that, but they're straight up telling people how to live their lives out of absolute authority.
This resistance will be released sooner or later, and I will figure it all out.
General sequence, early morning, morning class, gym, home, eat, go to friends, go to movie with friends, go home, do school stuff, type on this forum
Some general things that happened:
I was chatting and vibing with one of the more attractive girls in my class. I wouldn't really try anything unless she was showing some more interest.
At the gym, this guy wants to work in, and it seemed like he almost became my personal servant. Changing weights and asking excessive permisson. He calmed it down after I treated him more normally. Also, people just get the fuck out of my way when I'm at the gym. I have a plan each time I'm at the gym, so this is different from my previous approach of doing whatever was open, so that energy is different.
I approached today; MENTIONED ABOVE
I felt like one foot in the door of manhood; it's been that way for a while. But I'm experiencing emotions. Especially a lot on the persuing and not-persuing thing; I now get triggered everytime I see a post on Attract Hotter Women about not persuing. I've tried not persuing; guess what? It didn't do anything. It really comes down to the point of focus, what energy you're representing, and what you're representing, so I wouldn't discard that method just yet.
I truly think that it's to do with the meaning of the word from the person. I took it as somebody who's always messaging a woman, always checking on a woman, always asking a woman out.
I now no problem with the idea of approaching, being direct about my intentions, making physical contact (light touching on arm or shoulder), and making a gradual progress towards sex, a relationship, intimacy, etc.
Part of my resistance is the mindset of the AHW members. They have a different world view than me, and I accept that, but they're straight up telling people how to live their lives out of absolute authority.
This resistance will be released sooner or later, and I will figure it all out.
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