12-25-2013, 10:49 PM
Stage 2, Day 29,
Christmas day, another day spend with the family. Things were a lot lighter today; I saw some more extended family.
I also bought "Deep, Restful Sleep (3G)" and am now posting new entrees into this journal http://subliminal-talk.com/Thread-Deep-R...3G-Journal.
Psychologically, I became mildly resentful of women and their role in the equation on sex. Women basically just have to show up, and most can get what they want, on one condition; they make the effort to look good, and be pleasant to the ones that they're attracted to. And some won't even go through that effort, and still expect the best of others.
Guys, on the other hand, who don't have this "natural" knowledge, have been told a billion things to become attractive; wear this, pay for this, go here (Women too, in their Cosmo magazines), have been misled by a PUA industry, are undermined in several areas of life, including the courts, public opinion, and their role. Who are the ones that need empowering, if this is the case?
This idea stopped making me angry, but it made me reflect. I think very conceptually, and I have (previously) condemned actions of others when I view it conceptually. When I see the actual action taking place, they seem to make more sense, and they are justifiable.
Happy Christmas! I finished off Assassin's Creed Revelations, I am visualising to a greater degree (in quality of detail), and I'm visualising on what most 21 year old straight men will visualise; attractive, naked women (who've put in that aforementioned effort heheh), not just in the physicality, but the energy that's taking place.
Before someone gets upset; attractive, intelligent and feminine women are amazing when bundled together. A woman like Kerry Washington or Kelly Rowland have the vibe of intelligence behind their words, Kerry moreso, in my opinion. Very sexy to me; it helps that they're both uber gorgeous.
Anyways, I won't say much more; this journal also doubles as a place for me to vent, so it's not all that bad; I let it go rather quickly (all thanks to FasterEFT)
Christmas day, another day spend with the family. Things were a lot lighter today; I saw some more extended family.
I also bought "Deep, Restful Sleep (3G)" and am now posting new entrees into this journal http://subliminal-talk.com/Thread-Deep-R...3G-Journal.
Psychologically, I became mildly resentful of women and their role in the equation on sex. Women basically just have to show up, and most can get what they want, on one condition; they make the effort to look good, and be pleasant to the ones that they're attracted to. And some won't even go through that effort, and still expect the best of others.
Guys, on the other hand, who don't have this "natural" knowledge, have been told a billion things to become attractive; wear this, pay for this, go here (Women too, in their Cosmo magazines), have been misled by a PUA industry, are undermined in several areas of life, including the courts, public opinion, and their role. Who are the ones that need empowering, if this is the case?
This idea stopped making me angry, but it made me reflect. I think very conceptually, and I have (previously) condemned actions of others when I view it conceptually. When I see the actual action taking place, they seem to make more sense, and they are justifiable.
Happy Christmas! I finished off Assassin's Creed Revelations, I am visualising to a greater degree (in quality of detail), and I'm visualising on what most 21 year old straight men will visualise; attractive, naked women (who've put in that aforementioned effort heheh), not just in the physicality, but the energy that's taking place.
Before someone gets upset; attractive, intelligent and feminine women are amazing when bundled together. A woman like Kerry Washington or Kelly Rowland have the vibe of intelligence behind their words, Kerry moreso, in my opinion. Very sexy to me; it helps that they're both uber gorgeous.
Anyways, I won't say much more; this journal also doubles as a place for me to vent, so it's not all that bad; I let it go rather quickly (all thanks to FasterEFT)
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