12-07-2013, 09:50 PM
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Stage 2, Day11
It now feels like the more I dig out negative emotions (Faster EFT), the more resistance I find. It's like I'm digging a foot of ground and then I jump down onto harder ground, rinse and repeat. Keep tapping! I'll break through eventually.
Slept enough, but I had to jump out of bed and throw together my breakfast in order to make it out to a group project; I was still early.
Got to work on time, and time flew by. Did my 8 hours with no problem. It's funny how much not thinking (mindfulness) can help you get through things that are usually frustrating, like a long day at work. Mind you, it was pretty busy.
The girls at work were a little more chatty, too. Both are out of the question for dating; one has a boyfriend and the other one wears a burka (there'd simply be a values conflict between the two of us), so I'm not trying anything with them.
Funny enough, with my co-op, the nutritionnist at the one site (i go there infrequently) was talking my ear off about certain things. We were doing inventory, and she wouldn't shut up or leave me alone! I have to prove my independance in the work place, but she had tagged along, so it made it look like I needed her help lol. She also has a boyfriend.
I find that interesting that my interests have been with women that it wouldn't work with; the asian woman at work is sexy sexy sexy, but has a boyfriend. We've exchanged several glances and quick smiles as we passed each other.
It's making me wonder where the single ladies at, you know, the ones that don't need to play games, and instead are able and easy to build a connection with. Doesn't have to turn into sex right away, but the connection is where it's at for me.
Still have to finish this major project, and I'm throwing the pieces together now.
Stage 2, Day11
It now feels like the more I dig out negative emotions (Faster EFT), the more resistance I find. It's like I'm digging a foot of ground and then I jump down onto harder ground, rinse and repeat. Keep tapping! I'll break through eventually.
Slept enough, but I had to jump out of bed and throw together my breakfast in order to make it out to a group project; I was still early.
Got to work on time, and time flew by. Did my 8 hours with no problem. It's funny how much not thinking (mindfulness) can help you get through things that are usually frustrating, like a long day at work. Mind you, it was pretty busy.
The girls at work were a little more chatty, too. Both are out of the question for dating; one has a boyfriend and the other one wears a burka (there'd simply be a values conflict between the two of us), so I'm not trying anything with them.
Funny enough, with my co-op, the nutritionnist at the one site (i go there infrequently) was talking my ear off about certain things. We were doing inventory, and she wouldn't shut up or leave me alone! I have to prove my independance in the work place, but she had tagged along, so it made it look like I needed her help lol. She also has a boyfriend.
I find that interesting that my interests have been with women that it wouldn't work with; the asian woman at work is sexy sexy sexy, but has a boyfriend. We've exchanged several glances and quick smiles as we passed each other.
It's making me wonder where the single ladies at, you know, the ones that don't need to play games, and instead are able and easy to build a connection with. Doesn't have to turn into sex right away, but the connection is where it's at for me.
Still have to finish this major project, and I'm throwing the pieces together now.
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