11-22-2013, 09:14 PM
Stage 1, Day 27,
On little sleep, still woke up feeling fine, got to work on time, and worked well.
Eating lots of carbs (Chinese food) was a bad idea on an energetic level, and left me feeling a little spent for a meeting in the mid-afternoon.
I went out to watch a friend in her comedy troup; the waitress was, frankly, quite gorgeous, and we chatted slightly longer than a normal conversation would in that dynamic. Direct eye contact for most of the time (I logically understood that her naked body would feel yummy rubbing up against mine (and those breasts.. MMHM!), but I really didn't care about that while talking with her).
She basically invited me to their open mic on Thursday, and I think I might go and play; women need to be blown away sometimes..
Stage 2 starts in 5-6 days, so I'm excited for that to start.
Two net positives on Stage 1 so far:
- I'm very brazzen on taking on new habits and sticking to them; example: languages, morning ritual. They're automatic
- I'm more social, and take on more opportunities to go out, even if I have to drop a couple of bucks to get in (a piece of resistance before)
The rest is more or less related, or just noticeable changes.
This article made me interested in re-considering polyphasic sleep ( http://www.businessinsider.com/this-guy-...rs-2013-11). I've "attempted" it once, but it was an impulsive try without any planning or consideration.. long story short, I stayed up late one night and napped for too long. I will use the basic sleep subliminals to work that out (Deep, Restful Sleep, and Sleep Optimizer), or just use it to shorten my overall sleep hours.
I've had problems sleeping for most of my life, so bringing a close to that will be useful.
I've also planned out a possible layout for the next 1.5 years with these subliminals.
Alpha Male: October 26, 2013 - May 10, 2014
Sleep subs: Sometime during Alpha Male for short amounts of time
Ultra Success 4G and Maximum Learning Speed 4G - May 10, 2014 - September 10, 2014
MIGHT be Maximum Sales Success instead of Ultra Success
Sex Magnet 5G (maybe I'll buy) - September 10, 2014 - March 10, 2015. I might try to end my last day exactly on my 23rd birthday (March 10), with some ridiculous birthday sex. The main reason for this sub , and not Woman magnet, is that I want the very sexy vibe, like a Ryan Gosling. This is useful as an aspiring musician. Woman Magnet would give me the "sociable" vibe, and though I want to surround myself with fun, beautiful women, the sexy aura is truly the main priority.
Attract Your Perfect Job 5G - March 20, 2015 until success
I want the job of a highly-paid musician, releasing albums, producing high-end music videos, and touring; but that year, I'm also graduating my Nutrition major, so I'll be looking for work either way. This might be the way to finding that perfect job, especially with the Self-Optimizing script I keep hearing about.
I've still felt a general amount of anxiety today and yesterday; I think it's scraping at the bottom of the barrel, so there's not much left. I also had the general feel that I was completely unattractive to women, because of their not paying me much attention (besides that waitress thing). That feeling is attached to my current results, and floats in the wind, so I don't trust that emotion.
I wanna start Stage 2!
On little sleep, still woke up feeling fine, got to work on time, and worked well.
Eating lots of carbs (Chinese food) was a bad idea on an energetic level, and left me feeling a little spent for a meeting in the mid-afternoon.
I went out to watch a friend in her comedy troup; the waitress was, frankly, quite gorgeous, and we chatted slightly longer than a normal conversation would in that dynamic. Direct eye contact for most of the time (I logically understood that her naked body would feel yummy rubbing up against mine (and those breasts.. MMHM!), but I really didn't care about that while talking with her).
She basically invited me to their open mic on Thursday, and I think I might go and play; women need to be blown away sometimes..
Stage 2 starts in 5-6 days, so I'm excited for that to start.
Two net positives on Stage 1 so far:
- I'm very brazzen on taking on new habits and sticking to them; example: languages, morning ritual. They're automatic
- I'm more social, and take on more opportunities to go out, even if I have to drop a couple of bucks to get in (a piece of resistance before)
The rest is more or less related, or just noticeable changes.
This article made me interested in re-considering polyphasic sleep ( http://www.businessinsider.com/this-guy-...rs-2013-11). I've "attempted" it once, but it was an impulsive try without any planning or consideration.. long story short, I stayed up late one night and napped for too long. I will use the basic sleep subliminals to work that out (Deep, Restful Sleep, and Sleep Optimizer), or just use it to shorten my overall sleep hours.
I've had problems sleeping for most of my life, so bringing a close to that will be useful.
I've also planned out a possible layout for the next 1.5 years with these subliminals.
Alpha Male: October 26, 2013 - May 10, 2014
Sleep subs: Sometime during Alpha Male for short amounts of time
Ultra Success 4G and Maximum Learning Speed 4G - May 10, 2014 - September 10, 2014
MIGHT be Maximum Sales Success instead of Ultra Success
Sex Magnet 5G (maybe I'll buy) - September 10, 2014 - March 10, 2015. I might try to end my last day exactly on my 23rd birthday (March 10), with some ridiculous birthday sex. The main reason for this sub , and not Woman magnet, is that I want the very sexy vibe, like a Ryan Gosling. This is useful as an aspiring musician. Woman Magnet would give me the "sociable" vibe, and though I want to surround myself with fun, beautiful women, the sexy aura is truly the main priority.
Attract Your Perfect Job 5G - March 20, 2015 until success
I want the job of a highly-paid musician, releasing albums, producing high-end music videos, and touring; but that year, I'm also graduating my Nutrition major, so I'll be looking for work either way. This might be the way to finding that perfect job, especially with the Self-Optimizing script I keep hearing about.
I've still felt a general amount of anxiety today and yesterday; I think it's scraping at the bottom of the barrel, so there's not much left. I also had the general feel that I was completely unattractive to women, because of their not paying me much attention (besides that waitress thing). That feeling is attached to my current results, and floats in the wind, so I don't trust that emotion.
I wanna start Stage 2!
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