11-14-2013, 10:18 PM
Stage 1, Day 19
Some old patterns are returning (just a little bit). I spent a chunk of my free time getting myself ready in another part of town to do an open mic. When I showed up, I got a hit of social anxiety; it sucks and sat and did nothing until I went up and played twenty minutes later. I was frustrated, since I could've simply said "Hey, how's it going?" to whoever was nearby.
The open mic went very well, and I really opened up on stage; afterwards, I was sociable since I had done something to "win over the audience", so to speak.
I have a midterm coming up, and can't seem to focus; I normally have good study habits, but in my opinion, the material is so devoid of actual content, where there's truly not a point in memorizing the information, since a question can be asked on anything. Since the midterm is online, it's to my advantage where the right information is, and on which pages or slides, so that I can organize my knowledge on the midterm.
Alas, it's getting very late. So I'll have 5-6 hours of sleep until the last co-op day of the week. By the way, that's edging by slowly, given that I'm not given enough stuff to do, so if I hit a dead end, I wind up doing online "research" on Majora's Mask lol. I left work early (it was actually recommended by a superior) given that I had nothing else to do, with 20 minutes left. My co-op coordinator is visiting today, so tomorrow is a sort of checkpoint.
I bought a ticket for a Latina gala; many fun times might be ahead.
Some old patterns are returning (just a little bit). I spent a chunk of my free time getting myself ready in another part of town to do an open mic. When I showed up, I got a hit of social anxiety; it sucks and sat and did nothing until I went up and played twenty minutes later. I was frustrated, since I could've simply said "Hey, how's it going?" to whoever was nearby.
The open mic went very well, and I really opened up on stage; afterwards, I was sociable since I had done something to "win over the audience", so to speak.
I have a midterm coming up, and can't seem to focus; I normally have good study habits, but in my opinion, the material is so devoid of actual content, where there's truly not a point in memorizing the information, since a question can be asked on anything. Since the midterm is online, it's to my advantage where the right information is, and on which pages or slides, so that I can organize my knowledge on the midterm.
Alas, it's getting very late. So I'll have 5-6 hours of sleep until the last co-op day of the week. By the way, that's edging by slowly, given that I'm not given enough stuff to do, so if I hit a dead end, I wind up doing online "research" on Majora's Mask lol. I left work early (it was actually recommended by a superior) given that I had nothing else to do, with 20 minutes left. My co-op coordinator is visiting today, so tomorrow is a sort of checkpoint.
I bought a ticket for a Latina gala; many fun times might be ahead.
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